Revive the Childhood

2007-06-06T08:15:00.000-07:00

Sorry. I think i just need another place.

www.crazytitans.wordpress.com

Entry's protected. (At least for the last 3 posts)

I shall be like Yukang. Leave my blogger as a tagging place!!

2007-06-06T01:14:00.000-07:00

Ms Chia (Mrs-Low-to-be), you gotta be happy for yourself k. I bought a new shirt to attend your wedding. I am such a good student!!

11.30 lesson. Finally I can wake up later tommorow.

Jingyi, Filbet and Brandon going AJ. Kian Keong and JunYang going VJ. Lennis going Hwa Chong.
I seriously have no idea now. I think i will end up using raw score.

Been in deep thoughts this few days. Nevermind, thinking can prevent me from getting senile.

Chua Yan Jie asked me what's the meaning of Ren Zhi Yi Jin. That's the position I'm in now.

2007-06-05T06:53:00.000-07:00

I am just being bored.

Write exactly what's on your mind, & don't change it
1. Your ‘ex’ and You: N/A.
2. I am listening to: tian shi wo ai ni.
3. Maybe I should: study hard for 'O's.
4. I love: myself.
5. My best friend: thinking.
6. I don't understand: physics.
7. I have lost my respect for: my juniors.
8. I last ate: chocolate.
9. The meaning of my display name is: my full name. motivation jab. thought.
10. God: unknown.
11. Someday: I'll become rich/happy/loved/contented.
12. I will always be: myself
13. Love seems to: be complicating.
14. I never ever want to lose: anyone, seriously.
15. I get annoyed when: almost all the time.
16. Parties: birthday!!
17. Simple Kisses: like?
18. Today I: suffered from anti-vball sydrome.
19. I wish: I don't have to mug for 'O's.

Is your/are you
01. Is your hair wet?: No.
02. Is your cell phone right by you?: Yes.
03. Do you miss someone?: Yes.
04. Are you wearing chap stick?: don't understand.
05. Are you tired?: Quite.
06. Are you wearing pajamas?: Yes.
07. Are you mad?: Angry, yes. Crazy, yes.
08. Are you upset?: totally.

Have you
01. Recently done anything you regret?: Yes
02. Ever lied : Duh!
03. Ever stuck gum under a desk?: Nope. I'm a good citizen.
04. Ever kicked someone?: Yes. I just did it today.
05. Ever tripped over your own feet?: Yes. During training.

Today have you
01. Cursed?: Yes.
02. Gotten mad at someone?:Yes.

Random
01: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?: Yes.
02: Do you have any siblings?: Yes.
03: Do you want children?: Not sure.
04: Do you smile often?: Not really.
05: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?: No.
06: Do you like your handwriting?: No.
07: Are your toenails painted?: No.
08: Are you a friendly person?: don't think so.
09: Whose bed other than yours do you sleep in?: parents.
10: What color shirt are you wearing?: White.
11: What were you doing at 7pm: Sleeping.

2007-06-05T02:30:00.000-07:00

Lesson Learnt: Don't go for training if you don't want to get yourself pissed off.

People Change. Volcano Erupt. Trust Misplace. Feeling Dismay.

Peng You Nan Zao. Hao Peng You Nan Liu. Zhi Ji Nan Yu. Hao Shi Di Nan Qiu.
Samuel is just feeling EMO. Ignore his nonsense. He just need the right place, the right person and the right time.

Expected. I knew I wasn't convincing enough. Bid goodbye to the East. Let's hope I can welcome the West!

2007-06-04T04:37:00.001-07:00

Nevermind. I believe there's still chance!!

[Edited]
School kids nowadays are lucky. Especially those from PeiChun. Come on!! It is just a training tour and you guys can take SQ to and back from CHINA! I am jealous. My year- Some China Airline. Crap shit.

Bro is back!! He seemed to enjoy the trip very much. He slimed down somehow. I wonder what potion did he consume in China. Not bad. He bought lots of things back for us. Although the things he bought are impractical, it's the thought that counts! So he bought some mable like crystal with our names craved on it. In addition, he bought me a shirt with animals/ dinosaurs design on it. Eh Bro!! I am not some primary school kiddo like you please.

My Bro is nice towards Melvin. He got an ankle support which I totally have no idea how it is going to be wore. Guess what he said!! It's for Melvin!! No Link. Melvin, why not you give up being a son-in-law and become my bro's godbrother.

Campus Superstar was a blast. The contestants are superb especially the girls. That one from CCYS, another one from VJ and that RGS one.
OMG.
LOOKS + VOCAL = OWNAGE.
That 13 years old guy from Loyang Secondary is pervertic. Small size with LOUD&BIG vocal. He is too good for his age please. My OUXIANG!!

Results coming out soon. Keep your fingers crossed.

SUPPORT WILSON, my ex-classmate. Just hope he get through the next round on next monday so he can give me free tickets!!

2007-06-03T23:39:00.000-07:00

Let's do well for tommorow!! I really want to get a spot there. For the sake of everything.

[edited]
Now, I'm scared. Gavin is right. Don't pin too high hopes on everything. The ball is round. Anything can happen. Just hope everything goes smoothly. I'm just afriad that Mr Goh will come suan me if we were to tell him that we are aiming/going there. Nevermind, just hope that he is in good mood tommorow.

2007-06-02T07:12:00.000-07:00

I'm having selfish thoughts.

I want to go with a JC where at least most of my teammates will remain the same. In addition, a JC which can provide us with good future in terms of acedemic and sports after 2 long years. So i think we had made our decision after much dicussion and persuasion.

Therefore, I don't really want those (we know who are they) to thwart our plan.

Like what Brandon said, if it goes smoothly, our parents will be the happiest people.

Swiss forbid us to train on tuesday because he wants us to study extremely hard for 'O's. He even disallow us to watch those Under19 matches. Oh My Tian!!

The more I think about it, the more excited I become. Can't wait. Next year.

I have a target!!

I want to set as good as WeiMing, one day.

Afterall, everyone has different point of view. All the best, Juniors!

2007-06-01T08:23:00.000-07:00

Come on. Refree-ing today's games are a waste of time. If not for the CIP hours, I won't help ZaLong to do.
Thanks to me!! If not we have to use my improvised scoreboard which is so vulunerable. I can actually take it out from the cage without using the keys.

Today is seriosuly a great day. At least I had a hell lot of fun.
Alumni-to-be Versus B Boys-to-be.
Ownage. Actually we won't die even if we went for Under19 this year. Yes, if Sec3 graduate next year. I bet it will be a much stronger team.
Now, I seriously detest being a open spike. Come on. Some kind JCs please let me play setter.

KA's training was good. We just ahve to train more in order to not get slaugther during Men's Open.

Sorry ZaiYou. I pang you this time round is for my future. Or rather for everyone's sake.
For the future generation. For the future glory. For the future fame. For the future whatver-things-that-you-can-think-of.
Good Luck on Monday. I swear I will own their balls.

2007-05-31T06:54:00.001-07:00

I want to lead some better days.
Owell. Life seems so dull and boring somehow after sleeping for hours.
I need to get some life (at least grant me a mugger life).
Hope everything goes well tommorow.
I want to have a game with them.
At least let me see what the graduating batch can do.

Future C Div having friendly matches with presby, amk, peichun, cat high pri, jintai, etc. I just love seeing this. Recalling last year at this period of time. ZuoQuan and his team lost to those crappy primary school and eventually became Nationals 3rd now. Vast improvement.

Maths is dead boring. Hope Mr L can entertain us frequently.

I suddenly miss everything.

I wonder how will life be if 'O's ends?

2007-05-30T20:45:00.000-07:00

English Oral. Don't want to talk about it.
Emotion --> In-motion. Cool, BP

Went back for training to kill time. Once again. 6 on 6 on 5 is simply ownage.

BBQ was fun. Sadly, Yukang did not join us.

Majong overnight was crazy. Luckily I chose to sleep for that pathetic 1 hour, if not I will eng up like Lennis, JingYi and JunYang. Melvin, ZiAo and ZhaoQi are just pigs.

Mac for breakfast, slept and here I am for blogging.

THANKS to SOMEONE who is addicted to FISHING with SOMEONE who dragged my JUNIOR along and made my VESAK DAY a boring one. THANKS ARH!!

Bastard Melvin. 2 and half (maybe 1 and half) is not as important as half. YOU GOOD MAN!!!

Friday. Is there maths lessons by Mr Leong?

I'm having some motivation now in both arena.

2007-05-29T06:37:00.000-07:00

Bro's in China now. PeiChun is pure dumb. Sending the kiddos for trainings instead of friendly matches. What a joke!? Mr Lim can't coach!? Whatever.

Mr Teng, my ex-chemistry teacher's wife is my 11 years old cousin Form Teacher. The couple sure have common identity- nagging!!

It's definitely feels good to be oversea especially when you can enjoy those precious times with your buddies. I'm missing 05/06 trips. Too bad, I can't go this year. If not I might promote to become a coach!!!

Went for training. 6 on 6 on 6 (mix with sec1 and 2).
Simply Ownage. The weird thing is I lost the first and the last game. At least, I did once for punishment. Thanks to me ZUOQUAN!!

Sec Threes are back!! WooHoo!! Now, at least training is going to be more exciting.

Pocket burnt. At least there is something in return!! $132.50. 1325, let's buy some TOTO!!
(Don't ever buy pasta from Cafe Cartel. It took such a long time to come.)

Today was fun. Just hope tommorow will be as fun as today. BBQ!! Hope it doesn't rain tommorow.

Oral! The only component that can help me pass my ENGLISH!!

Enjoy my first week. Before the tough training and mugging session come!!

Sorry my dear friend if you are reading this. I promise, next time.

2007-05-27T06:15:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 100th Post. Ok I know this is coincidental. But who cares!!

Bike 54km last year.
Voluntary Work this year.
I wonder what will I do for the next year.

Ok. Voluntary work just rocks. If nothing goes on, we get 10hours of CIP for free when we spent almost 3/4 of it slacking. The rest of the time was used to move stuff around (plus emptying the rubbisn into the stinky garbage bin). Slacking at yin shui si yuan was cool. We gamed with handphones. We crapped about our future JCs. But the whole point is that we get 10hours CIP for free.

Thanks for curing my boreness by smsing me. I broke a record. Come on, I know 150+ sms is little for others. But I achieved this record today!! 3 cheers for Samuel.

Chinese 'O's tommorow.
To CS teammates, 4-10er, liying, niyin hui, charlottle, etc and those who are taking Chinese 'O's.
Good Luck for Chinese!! Grab the A1s. It is easy juding from the way you guys mug. At least you guys bother to mug Chinese. We slacked like crap last year. We even dicussed what we should study the day before exam! Use all those proverbs and idioms and whatever shit you can think of. A1 should not be a problem.
All the best!!

My sister is crap. I shall tell you what she did the next time.

The moment, dsa or raw score still the same option!!

2007-05-26T04:54:00.000-07:00

Form was crap today. One walkover, lost two.
Today served as a wake up call for me. It is time to start serious training and mugging in June Holidays. Really, the way my teammates mug for CHINESE is scary. The way the adults ping piang the balls is terrifying.
FunFair tommorow. Not attending matches. Nevermind, they will still play fine. At least I think we have the ability to not get thrash in Asia Youth Cup in August.
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Things to do for June Holidays
-Practice and Practice more A Maths and E Maths.
-Do more comprehension and composition.
(That's what Gavin taught me.)

I shall leave my last week for Sciences and Humanities.
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I just feel like shopping. It's the Great Singapore Sale!!

2007-05-25T06:51:00.000-07:00

Hurray!! Language papers are officially over. Say no to Chinese and English!! Now it is time to chiong my R5 since I have a feeling that I screwed both L1. (Please even china scholars have no idea about the answers to the chinese cloze passage)

Interview was quite screwed up. I knew I can't express myself well in English than Chinese. The questions they asked was so unpredictable. I went "huh" for a couple of times and "erm" for most of the time. Luckily the VP and two teachers are friendly enough if not I bet I will be trembling all over. Nevermind, at least it was a good practice for my oral school examination on next wednesday. But English is still a deciding factor. Therefore, the outcome doesn't seem convinving enough for me. Looking on the bright side, I just find out more people are heading to TJ.

Under19 is over for Catholic High and last match for CS's junior. Sadly, both teams are out. Under19 is about gaining experience but not winning. So I guessed Catholic High did well in this journey. At least, as a outsider, I see more things. Gambatte Juniors!!

2007-05-23T00:39:00.000-07:00

F**K it! Life sucks.

Prelim 2 Englsih tommorow. All the best people.

A decision can cost it all. Think it wisely.

I don't want to live the next two years with regrets.

I need someone badly.

2007-05-22T06:57:00.000-07:00

Catholic High Alumni. Not bad. Mr Goh said he wants to find sponser for next year Under19 and our jerseys.
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I know it is rather ridiculous to do that. Since we are still related afterall, it is my duty to lend a helping hand.
8 souls. I wonder how many ways will we be seperated.
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Catholic High lost to Voleibol.
Combined School junior lost to Hai Sing Alumni.
The results are kinda expected. If Justin, Lawrence and Benjamin were present, I predict a close game.
I am carrying high hopes on my junior next year. They are seriously super zai. Bring back the trophy guys!!
Now the only thing that is dragging them down is their mental block.
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Interview on FRIDAY!!
I think I should consult people for guidance on SAYING ONLY THE GOOD THINGS.
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LET'S MUG ENGLISH TOMMOROW!!

2007-05-21T05:26:00.000-07:00

Jon: Different perspective. So we view good vballer and player differently. Anyway, R is indeed destestable.
WenBo: Yours once a week. Our 2 hrs Chinese lasts for 1 week plus.
Kay: ? you what?
ZuoQuan: Since when did I suan you man? Give free ball and earn point very honourable meh?
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I think I better start finding alternatives. Afterall, results is the key factor.
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School just owned me again. I just don't feel like a student taking 'O's.
English Prelim 2 on thursdsay
Higher Chinese Prelim 2 on friday
IK Open on saturday
FunFair on sunday
Hectic week ahead. How to even study?
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Seconday Three camp begins on Sat. Enjoy yourselves in malaysia. It will be fun (I hope?).
P.S. Come on QSS doesn't need too many people to defeat. Focus on the game tommorow against HaiSing Alumni.
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I carry high hopes on CS junior team than Catholic High.
Imagine. Catholc High Vs Voleibol. It just looks like an adult team fooling around with a secondary school team. The outcome is fixed. Jst play your very best cause you still got HANJIE AND QINGSHAN!!
CS junior Vs HaiSing Alumni. I predict a close game but it all depends on how well they perform tommorow. GAMBETTA!!
The liberos do not seem as noisy as they should be.
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2007-05-20T04:44:00.001-07:00

Earned 24bucks today. Too bad, the matches I done were pretty boring since the standard between both teams was huge.

Combined School (junior) Vs Voleibol
Catholic High Vs Quesstown

CS played quite well today (at least much better than yesterday). At least someone can finally prove to his coach that he can recieve balls instead of giving away points. 2 thumbs up for him judging from his standard.
If Justin did not sprain his ankle, I bet today's match would be much more exciting.

3 went for Combined. The remaining of Catholc High seem crap. At least they beat Quesstown comfortably. Luckily ZiWei went, if not the outcome might be different. ChiShun was a good leader on court. Hanjie and Qingshan were pervertic. The feeling was great dadian-ing with BuddyBen. Try it next time. The rest- let's see on Tuesday.

School tommorow. I hope I won't suffer from Monday's blues.

Heng arh. Mr Tan did not scold.

2007-05-19T04:43:00.001-07:00

I have a weak mind. What if I tell you I am interested in going HCI. I think the whole world will just kill me. My parents want me to go HC. Gavin and ZiJie encourage me to go HC. Luo Jiao Lian asked me before why I don't wanna go HC. Lennis also ask me to consider HC. More people want me to go HC than TJ. But TJ is going to be a strong team for the next two year cause Alvin and Janar are going. Although HC also have Bukit Panjang's guys, at least the competition is not tense in TJ. I want to play and earn my medal myself.

ARGHHH!! Life sucks!! Now even Murphy wants me to try for AJ to be setter. Swiss still thinks that I will be going to VJ. If I continue to be undecisive, I might end up in a poly.
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Training is getting more and more competitive. Everyone is trying their best to outshine the rest. Maybe I am just not used to it. I don't really care if I am selected or not. I only care if I can perform to my standard. I will still accepet the very fact that there are people better than me. Therefore, I won't get too affected even if I don't make it there. Everyone has the same hunger to play for Singapore. If I cannot fulfill my wish, at least there are people to fulfil it.

Come on. It is part and puzzles of our lives to allow others to overtake you. Don't let emotions overwhelmed you. You won't get far. Have some confidence in yourself dude!!
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2007-05-18T08:00:00.000-07:00

The detestable JC asked me to go over. Of course, the ideal option is to reject it straight away.
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Double Maths + Double Chinese = Madness
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Training in homeground looked pretty weird. The net is shorter and the ball is getting disobedient. Maybe the people are different, the attitude had changed. Off-seasons are meant for slacking but judging at the team now, I just have to sigh. Maybe Lennis is right, it is time to let go. But I just pity the future CCA-leader.

Slacking is a contagious disease. It seems to be transmitting around the arena.

Bias sources are always present in everywhere. It is just how you want to face it. When both parties do not want to give in, nothing good will happen. Outsiders have better point of views compared to others.

A good volleyballer might not be a good player. Note the different. A good player is one who can excel in any circumstances. A good volleyballer is one who can only excel when playing leisurely.

Surpassing can be seem. But kindly compared the standard around the surrounding in two different timings. As I said, bias sources are always present.
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I thought I would feel awkward when i reach there. But KA training was pretty enjoyable. I'm playing Men's Open under KA with BP.
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LIBERO-TO-BE!!
DIVE IT!!
FLIP IT!!
DIG IT!!

2007-05-17T06:10:00.000-07:00

Reply to Tags
JON: Nah. My dad forced me to open.
KLY: HI Fellow Crapper!!
TW: Inside what? The picutre? Too ugly to be inside.
WB: Chou Nan Wan Shui!!
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2 hours chinese + 2 periods of biology = samuel was knocked out.
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I don't really like the atmosphere in their training now.
Weekends are coming!!

2007-05-16T05:11:00.000-07:00

A Div Boys

1st- NYJC

2nd-AJC

3rd-TJC

4th-HCI

A Div Girls

1st-HCI

2nd-AJC

3rd-NYJC

4th-VJC

The match wasn't entertaining at all. I think St Hildas is capable of taking AJC or even NYJC down. The purpose of the trip down to TPSH is just to submit my form. Finally, I don't have to trouble over my decision anymore. I am a happy man right now. I just have to concentrate on my studies and maybe volleyball. Now that the J1s had finished their Nationals, combined school is getting more and competitive and exciting. Hopefully, I will not be the lucky one to be kicked out.
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2 hours of chinese seriously kills.

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After such a long time, the school finally decided to return us all our medals during prize presentation.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATTHEW!!

(take it as i forgotten ur bdae.)

2007-05-14T04:08:00.000-07:00

I got my first birthday present for this year from parents. If I'm not wrong, it is a handphone. I shall wait till 27May before opening the wrapper.

A Div Boys
TJ won HCI 3-1.
A Div Girls
NYJC defeated VJC 3-1.

He gave me the form. He seemed to carry high hopes on me going to the school even though I told him that I might not go. Dammit. It is a tough decision again. I really need some guidance. I am just afriad that if I approve on one side, the other party will be unhappy.

FAN ARH!!

2007-05-13T03:21:00.000-07:00

I must think for my future. Long term is still more important than short term. At least, I will feel more safe for my studies in V than T. Although T's volleyball will be great for 08 but they will still die in 09 with only Alvin and Jav left. On the other hand, V's volleyball will be noob for 08, but when my juniors come to join us, we shall start owning people's asses. Let me just waste my first year in V like what I did in the past. Maybe Lady Luck is on our side and send us into National Top4 like what HCI did this year.Let's hope V is also offering me and my juniors better don't give up V in the last minute.

Guess my decision had been made. I shall decline his offer tommorow. Although it doesn't feel good to reject people, that's life.

Think long term. Think for your juniors as well.
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xh: studies is more important. so i guess v is a better choice.

wb: ya lah chounan. why don't you admit it earlier?

2007-05-12T21:01:00.000-07:00

I hate this. Four years ago, I am suffering from poor decision making. Now I don't wish for the same thing to happen again.

XinMin or Catholic High
Temasek or Victoria

Temasek, a tradition powerhouse school in the volleyball arena. With 4 J1s in the team, they mnanaged to clinch a spot in the top 4 placing of Nationals. Although they do not have a good libero in the team, the rest of their postitions are almost perfect. 2 XinMin, 2 Hai Sing, 4 finalists of 2006's B Div in TJ's volleyball next year. With the help of Alvin and Javiet, TJ definitely will clinch top4 next year again. TJ is ranked among the top JCs in Singapore. So, I won't have to worry much about not getting into University. The only problem lies with the uniform and the distance.

Victoria, definitely a school which is better in acedemic. However, in terms of volleyball, there dpn't stand a chance against TJ. I don't deny that the 2 Duman guys are good in volleyball. But the team will again be screwed up since Alvin decided to go TJ. The chances of qualifying into National's top4 is slim or rather impossible since the top4 JCs will remain the same as this year. I like the school spirit of the school. The only problem lies in distance again.

But like what Jonny said, if I were to go VJ, I will see too many familiar faces and deprived of my chances to make new friends.

TJ had made their move. But I still can't hear anything from VJ.

The heat is up. Everyone will be DSA-ing into VJ. Maybe I stand no chance at all. If I were to go TJ, I might be the only one there.

If I were a little smarter, I won't face such problem.

2007-05-11T09:06:00.000-07:00

Cabbed down to CCAB to take a preview of how JCs' volleyball matches were like.

The supports were simply fantastic. The councilor definitely thrashed those in my school.

A Division Girls
HCI beat NYJC 3-1
AJC beat VJC 3-0

A Division Boys
NYJC beat HCI 3-0
AJC beat TJC 3-0

Ok. Now my decision is once again blurred. I got a feeling that I want to go TJ now. I don't have a gurantee spot in VJ. Moreover, the competition (among all the sports) are just too gung ho( I learnt a new word). At least TJ is a safer choice right now.

I seriously don't have a positive mindset about my first yeat for volleyabll in VJ. The team will be crap if Alvin decide to give up VJ. On the other hand, TJ will be quite strong next year with 4 J1s in the team now plus the HSC's setter who will most probably be going there. They just need another open spike to form a full team. Therefore, it is quite obvious that TJ will stand a better chance than VJ. Unless M, Z or any other juniors are going to VJ to further their studies, the team will just remain crap.

T or V?

(TJ's setter (J2) is super duper gofer good. The way he sets the ball is simply ownage. Kudos to him!! I am quite sure he was from Hai Sing Catholic cause their setters all have the same style.)
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Test today. I think I just flunk it badly.
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Kay: Good for you guys. But not good for me cause I don't feel like carrying on. Too tired.

JingJie: HI!!

Char: Wait long long..

Maureen: Relink soon..

Racheal: I don't support Arsenal.

YH: 8 points. Maybe can if I really mug hard. There's still a chance to screw 'O's up even you listen to teacher.

Skian: Good Luck for ytour 8 points!

WenBo: Admit that you are a chou nan!!
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"Spring to the top, top to the champ."

My mind is in a total mess.

2007-05-10T08:12:00.001-07:00

All I see is money, money and more money. Sentosa, here I come. (Maybe after I pass my course)

VJ, HC, SA, TJ, AJ.
5 choices. 5 environments. 5 futures.

2007-05-09T08:13:00.000-07:00

VJ won TJ
TJ won HC
HC won VJ
So Vj was knocked out this afternoon. Nevermind, the story will be different next year.
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Course was crap. The instrutor just read right from the handouts given. At least, she gave me time to finish my Ninja Turtle.
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What's the point of saying what you can or what you cannot do? It is fucking irritating to heard you saying all those nonsense. Even people from outside school can't stand you so I really think you should wake up sometime. What's the use of acting beng when you aren't one? You are just disgusting the people around you. Do what you said! Go punch him if you dare. I salute you if you do it.
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I shall just stay happy until I reached 16.
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Playing with Coach Francis's team again. Dammit. Hope we don't get thrash like the last time.
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Although the course was stupid, I think I shall just mug for the test to not waste my 60buck.

2007-05-08T06:13:00.000-07:00

Skipped 2.4km today. Lucky there's YenBin to cover things up.
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Physics SPA was alright. At least I understood the question.
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Mdm Ng said there are only 2 failure for E Maths Prelim One. I am not the lucky one. Therefore, I owe Yukang, Brandon, Tengwei and Kian Keong ice cream come.
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Went for training in the morning and afternoon. Juniors got punished by Coaches. 90 Wei from Coach Francis and 100 Wei from Coach Jonathan. I wanted to count for them but Coach Francis knew what's up on my sleeves so he decided to count for them. Sorry juniors. But it's definitely weird to see juniors being punished and me sitting aside watching them being punished. I bet ZiAo hates me now. Nevermind, you still got 1 year to go then we shall both laugh at ZuoQuan.

Helped in coaching since there was a lack of coaches in the afternoon. B Div was extremely unorganised and chaotic. That's the difference between without the Sec 4s and with the Sec2s. I can feel that ZiAo was quite pissed off by the nonsense created. C Div was crap. Playing with them now is like playing with my juniors in Peichun. BORING is the word to describe.
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It had been a long time since I enjoyed a volleyball match. Since Mr Lim wasn't there, I was in charge of the positions. So I made a change and it went well. At least now we can play like a team properly even with 2 weaker ones. We beat Thomson 25-17 25-12. Yeah. Thursady will be our last match, our doomday. My last 10buck!!

Hanjie played well for Thomson today. It is just that they put the wrong people in the triangle.
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2007-05-07T06:23:00.000-07:00

I thought it would be an enjoyable event but somehow it wasn't. Thanks to people who dampened my spirit. Cam-whored a bit. Ate a bit. Crapped a bit. Stoned a bit. That sumed up the day we had in Seoul Garden. The birthday celebration for may babies aren't that fantastic.
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Caught spidey 3 finally. The effects were definitely not up to my expectation. Luckily it cost me 7 buck since today is a Monday!! Nevermind. Fantastic 4, Harry Potter, and Pirates coming real soon.
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"We can choose what we want to do even there is a great hatred between us."
I forgot the whole sentence but the meaning is still the same from the movie. I am glad. At least I made my first move to break the ice.
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I just have the sudden urge to visit Levis Signature in J8 soon. I just want to top up some new items in my waredrobe since it had been stagnent since CNY. Great Singapore Sale!! WooHoo!! Anyone wants to join me in shopping spree (maybe mug before we shop)??
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Blogger screwed. Can't upload any picture.
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2007-05-06T01:08:00.000-07:00

End of season. I guess I am too committed into this sport that I don't feel like a guy who is actually taking 'O's level this year. Training sucks right now. Especially when you have to go for various training for consecutive days. I am not a superman afterall. I guess I will have to drop between the two. If not my june holidays will not be a holiday/ mugging days for me anymore.

Maybe it is just me being paranoid. I am afraid that the moment I perform badly, my name will just be striked off. No VJ, No CS. The feeling sucks totally.

Training back at your home ground is so much better. Less stress, more work. At least everyone knows your standard, you don't have to outwit, ourlast, outplay with others. Moreover, the people left are your juniors who obviously don't affect you currently. I made my life sound like playing "Survivors".

Sometimes, it is true.

Perharps this is call retribution. You can't always be at your peak form. You can't be the best in every places cause there will always be someone better than you.

Volleyball is getting more and more detestable. All I need is a break?

Serve you right, Samuel!!

I learnt my lessons.

I guess it is not about glory and honour right now. It is a matter of whether me enjoying the sports now. Moreover, the feeling of travelling to XinMin alone is definitely distasteful.
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I hope I won't be suffering from Monday's blues tommorow. I don't mind sleeping in class since tommorow is a boring day. Let's pray for Mrs Yap to release us earlier to end the torment.

At least, there is something to make me feel happy. We are going to clown at Seoul Garden tommorow. Yeah!! My "project" is going to start tommorow!!
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Gonna miss VJ vs TJ match. I hope VJ will win and qualify for next round as Zheng Meng. Then beat their opponent in the semi-final and advances into the Final with NYJC. Once they reach the final, once volleyball becomes their niche sports, isn't it easier for us to get in?

I think Zaiyou, Brandon together with me are mad. We were actually thinking of our two-years plan in VJVB for quite some times. So I guess we are pretty determined to get into VJ now. To ensure that nothing goes wrong, and all of us can get in safely, we need more spots. We are not day-dreaming, we are planning for our future.
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2007-05-04T07:42:00.000-07:00

School did not seem like one today. In fact, I feel super demoralised by yesterday Maths paper.

Being such a nice senior, knowing that my juniors will definitely miss me. I decided to go for their first training.

Coach Jon talked to me about my future. He thinks that VJ is a good choice if I want both studies and volleyball. He said DIE DIE also don't use DSA into HCI because 4 bukit panjang vballers for the DSA.
Luo Jiao Lian did not object. He just says "da qiu hao, da dao Jc wan le, ji xu zai dan bin de shi hou da, dan bin jiu bu hui xin ku le."

Swiss was right. He does not have a good relationship with Luo Jiao Lian.

After such a long time, I can escape from being a zugong and convert back to setter. My setting is so much better than my spiking. So may god bless me to play setter for the next 2 years.

KA training was screwed. Over-exhaustion. At least, my dad came to fetch us home.

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How could you Melvin Goh? Why did you succeed my number?

Since he waited for so long. Zuoquan should let the number to him. I guess.

So Clarence and Zuoquan got #8 just because one supprts lampard and one supports gerrard.

I never knew #7 was such a hot favourtie number.

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I got approached by TJ (tmd. finally there's one school). Ms Teo reccomended me to her student who is now the TJ volleyball in charge. So there's another choice for me to choose now. Coach Jon was right. Don't make decision so fast about signing the DSA. Think before you act.

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VJ versus TJ
3.30pm
Monday
CCAB
It is going to be exciting match I guess. Who's interested can cab down with me after school.

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They can play for CS. Of course it is good to play for CS. It is not for the sake of getting colors. It is about getting more exposure and learning from different coaches.

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It seems that my juniors were a disappointment again. Nevermind, i believe through talking, they will learn more. I guess responsibility had to be planted in their mind first.

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Take care of your stupid back. If not...

2007-05-02T08:05:00.000-07:00

Maths Prelim One's tommorow.
Nervous. Excited.
It's up to tommorow paper to see whether my Prelim One results can hit under 20.
43/50 to get an A1. I am just aiming for 35 which will secure an A2 for me.
Good Luck to me!!

(I shall go spot question for secondary three again.)

2007-04-30T04:42:00.000-07:00

My SS essay came out for sec3 Mid-Year. I spotted the right question for the sec3 sports class. I bet they were grinning from ear to ear when they saw the question.

I did something commendable for English today. I read 4 short stories in the morning and I passed my Situational Writing. Such a great achievement for me.

Wave Blocker 5 is in my possession. But the stupid uncle scammed my 5 buck. Journey to Quessway was interesting. Yukang and Brandon were guessing the last person on the list while Filbert and I was laughing our asses off. They were just dumb. I think I shall ask Tenwei the same question again. After he knows the final answer, I bet he will just knock the wall like what Yukang and Brandon did.

"We want a noisy libero." Quite true. Libero is suppose to control the whole backcourt. That's made WeiZhi the best libero in the secondary school volleyball arena now. Dammit, the way he controls that backcourt is simply indescribable. Someone just has to mature and learn more from WeiZhi if he wants to do better.

SMS and Reply.

TW: LATEST NEWS! 7 May, monday not my grandpa bdae, it will be the treat. It is at taka seoul garden. 3-6 pm lunch. All will proceed there right after school, not left.

YK: Ok, we will go straight after school, not diagonally.

Labour Day tommorow. I just adore holidays.

I think I made the wrong choice long ago. I regret now. But nevermind, there's still some chances.

2007-04-28T05:02:00.000-07:00

I guess I was suffering from the fatigue I got from yesterday which led to me being super tired during Biology remedial. But at least I did something fantastic today. I read the first short story of my whole story book which is such a great achievement for me.

It is getting more and more physical tormenting during training now. But for the sake of not embarrassing ourselves in Asia Youth Game, we must press on. Mr Ang said that we had to pay 1k by ourselves for the Beijing invitation cup. I wonder if any of them want to go sicne we had to pay ourselves.

Junior Trial today. Melvin and Lawrence just own everyone over there. Ziao was made the setter since they do not have any capable one. Royston, Kenneth and Weicheng got into the top 16. Zuoquan fulfilled his dream in becoming CS's libero (he did not have any competition). But now they are facing some problem. I wonder how the hell are they going to settle it. But nevermind, it doesn't affect me much.

Just hope everything can go smoothly for them..

BBQ's date will be change (hopefully) thanks to Sec3.

2007-04-27T07:46:00.000-07:00

Chinese Mock was a killer. Yan Jiang Ci was crap. Ji Xu Wen was crap. Paper2 was crap. Just hope for a pass.

Chua Yan Jie must thank me for giving him all my luck in the morning in order to let him complete his essay writing on the dot.

Went to watch the electrifying finals for table tennis matches.
RAFFLES OWNAGE. A Boys, A Girls, B Girls and C Boys Champ.
NYJC's cheering was super good.
CHS was chi-baoyu-ing once again. I bet people think that they are nuts.

Went for KA training. Not bad. At least we managed to socialised with people from our generation.

According to Mr Tay, CS is going to Beijing in July and Asia Youth Game in August. He did not mention anything about Men's Open so I shall take it that I can play under KA.

Peichun lost 2 titles yesterday. Dammit. But it is a great achievement for them to even come so far.
There was this Aitong primary5 female vballer who sucks to the very core. So what if you have National Champ, someone takes till his hands go numb.

Good Luck to juniors who are going for CS junior team trial!!

2007-04-25T04:10:00.000-07:00

Basketball B Div Champ.
Tennis C Div Champ.
Catholic High School FTW.

I am damn proud of the headbands. At least my money and hard work are not gone down the drain.
Our cheering was good (for the first time). At least they were audible just now.
There was a group of people that ruined our mood.
But at least CHS still pawned their ass in the end.
3 YEARS CHAMPION!!!

NAPFA tommorow. I still can't do a single chin-up. Shit. I must get prepared to get criticised by Mr Goh. No more Gold for the 7th year thanks to chin-up. Oya. I think I am going to screw 2.4 km once again.

Guess what. Peichun pawned Aitong's ass in junior boys Final. WooHoo!! Tommorow is the Senior Boys and Girls Final. Just hope PeiChun can have the chance to keep another BIG trohpy for Senior Girls.

Once a peichun vballer, Always a peichun vballer. That's why I always feel happy when PeiChun ebat Aitong.

NAH NAH NI POO POO

2007-04-23T06:36:00.000-07:00

Say Good Bye to the slacker's life. If I'm not going to buck up now, the coming Prelim will be a disaster.

School was actually interesting today since we entertained ourselves with the new version of WHO WANTS TO BE A MILLIONAIRE. I was having fun myself while the three of them were having hard time guessing the answers.

I actually borrowed a story book from the library. Yeah. It took 7 idiots to search high and low for it.

Handphones pouches down. SWATCH watch to go. Mine is black. Tengwei's is white. Yukang's is blue. Brandon's is orange. I bet it will take months for us to get them. (I will be the first then Brandon then Tengwei then Yukang for some reason.) << HINTING

Chemistry Mastery Review tommorow. Yet, I know nuts about electrolysis.

I'd been day dreaming lately about random stuff. When can I concentrate during lesson time?

We need to find more DONORS in order to allow our plan to succeed. Any kind soul out there?

2007-04-22T06:39:00.000-07:00

Went to Raffles Hotel to celebrate Dad's Birthday.

Service was good.
Ambience was good.
Food was good.

(the price was good as well.)

Nearly got thrash in intercom today. My team is just too noob against Coach Francis's team. Moreover, we are just some youngster team with two who don't play or act know how to play volleyball. Against those "Lao-Jiao", we are like peanuts to them. If they played seriously, I bet the score will be under10.

My dad drove me there. I slack during match. There's still 10buck in my pocket. So eventually, I still benefit.

Next match against Hanjie, Thomson CSC. Lose, out. Win, there's still another 10buck.

My sister is acting suspiciously. Ssshhhhh

2007-04-21T04:18:00.000-07:00

KA's training was boring. Playing with those Lao-Jiao was stressful.

I don't really have a good impression for VJC volleyball. I just feel that the way they play volleyball is totally different from the way I play. Nevermind, I am still pinning high hopes in VJC volleyball. Wait till those J2's VS volleyballers are gone, everything will be fine I assume. If Alvin were to come VJC, we can actually form a team.

Yesterday was Under19's registration deadline. So I can't play for Under19 anymore. If we told Swiss earlier, the outcome will be different. So instead of being an Anti-CHS, I shall be nice to be a Pro-CHS. But Swiss says he will be sending a team for Men's Open which includes those who want to go VJC. Yeah. Playing with HongChuan, Cygong and WeeKiat is gonna be fun. I am quite looking forward to it.

Kolem Ayer just owns.

Now there's another problem.

I advanced into the next round alone. But I feel that I am not capable at all. My skills vanished into thin air after taking MCs for 2 times. Retribution for being so slack. So it looks like 2 years ago. I am alone once again. Bullshit. Just hope that there are some strong JC guys who will just kick me out. It is a tough decision to be made since Colours Award is seducing me. We will be playing in Asian Youth Game but the result of the competition is quite predictable. But it is a good chance to really gain experience if I want to improve more. Just hope that CS don't send team for Men's Open so that I can play peacefully for KA.

Now there is another problem.

I am playing open spike for CS but setter for other places. So it is damn stupid.

I am gonna train hard for setting instead of slacking too much. I just want to be the best in JCs since Louis and Anwar don't feel like going JCs.

No more slacking Samuel. Play Hard. Study Hard.

I must
-Improve in setting tremendously.
-Be in Love.
-Find someone that can share sercets.
-Pass English/Physics.
-Impart 75% of skill to him.

Samuel Can Do It.

2007-04-19T06:06:00.000-07:00

Not really in a good mood to blog.

I just have to say this. Please let those PeiChun kiddos go Anderson. Mr Lim trained them from sketch. It is actually their responsibility to pay him back. So if both sides are snatching the same person, I am trapped in the middle. The feeling is definitely distasteful.

The day was fun with yukang, tengwei and brandon. FOOD. CRAP. JOKES. COLDNESS.

CHMA was pretty entertaining. Quek's team was super powerful although Bho seemed reluctant.

Let's hope I won't screw up training tommorow. Dammit!! Hope Swiss send teams for Under19 and my first round opponenet must have...

(drum rolls...)

I shan't reveal it..

2007-04-18T04:55:00.000-07:00

I don't see why we can't support the table tennis matches. Maybe you will blame us because there were lack of 7 people at Kallang cheering for the softball team. But wait, if you have our body at Kallang, the 7 of us will cheer willingly? I doubt it.

No one can deny that table tennis guys and volleyball guys are best clique in the class. Although there were segregation between CCA in the class, table tennis and volleyball still stick together afterall. It has been 3 years since I know the table tennis guys. I did not even watch them playing their hearts out in any of the Nationals matches. Today is their last game, I jus tfeel that there is a need for us to be at Chung Cheng to support them.

The table tennis guys had been actively cheering for the volleyball guys for the matches they went to support. Be it the South Zone Final, National's Semis or 3rd and 4th placing playoff, I would always hear two distinctive voice coming from the crowd. Yukang and Tengwei would always cheer and cheer non-stop just to encourage us on court. You never know how's the feeling is like when your good friends are supporting you from the side. You will just be motivated and energised to play every single game in order to not disappoint them. Every matches, they would end up having sore throat just because they cheered so hard for us. It is the truth that cannot be refuted.

Although I know the 7 of us will be scolded by you tommorow, I have no regrets. At least I know I cheered for them in their match against Singapore Sports School. I could really feel the effort they made, the fighting spirit they possessed. Whenever they win a point, I felt happy for them. Whenever they loss a point, I felt dejected for them. It is not exaggarating at all. When Yanjie and the doubles (Yukang and Samuel) won their opponent, we were all on high spirit. When the rest lost their games, I know that I felt upset for them.

This is the way the table tennis guys had been supporting us since our very first match. It is a pity that we support them only at their last match.

No matter what. Volleyball and Table Tennis still rock forever!!!

At least we did went to support.
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2007-04-17T01:09:00.000-07:00

Sick. Did not attend school again. I wonder what's lessons I had missed again.

Table Tennis C Div lost 1-3 to RI. Not bad. This is the most outstanding achievements so far. They should be happy to go so far especially when they are a bunch of clowns.

Under19 is in one month time. I wonder if Coach is letting the graduated batch to play. But at least I can spiked the B Div net unlike someone. So go be our libero then.

Life's boring without training. It is super weird. When you want to train, but there isn't any training for you to attend. This is from my point of view, I wonder what's the others are thinking. Maybe they do enjoy life without training more than life when there is a hectic training schedule.

Shit. I am writing this post just to entertain someone. What a clown...

So I decided to feature one of my friend. My table partner who always let me rot alone during humanities lessons when he is off to competition. The way we copy our work in mastery reviews is super funny. We both ROCK because we are the best-est senior that stepped down on the same year!! Yes!! Everyone must agree to it.

(First picture took down because Tengwei demanded me to do so.)

Yes, Mr Toh is gonna to kill me when he gets home. I am so glad. He did not kill me afterall. He still claimed that he looked DAMN CUTE in the picture above.

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Peichun owns again!! Top4 for 4 division!! WooHoo.

I still can't believe Catholic High Primary went into top4. Omg!! They actually knocked the North Zone Champ out.

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2007-04-15T20:12:00.000-07:00

I am back at blogger since it is troublesome to tag at different place.

Samuel needs to start studying hard if he wants to get into VJC because Swiss said his prelim results sucks.

Yes!! Zaiyou gonna go to VJ and we will be schoolmate again. Training at KA starting frok next friday. Cygong, HongChuan and those ex-XMS-ians will be there too. I bet it will be super fun. If anyone is interested to go to VJ through Volleyball, Swiss says you can join in the fun!! Training at KA means I can't go back to school training on friday. Nevermind, I shall go back to school training every tuesday if Coach allows.

Tons of homework to be completed. How slackish can Samuel get.

Some pictures to liven up the spirit.

GLENN'S BIRTHDAY

See no Evil. Hear no Evil. Speak no Evil.

Robin Yew and Robin Ng.

The ShiFu and The TuDi.

Cute Boy with Ugly Cap.

SPASTICS!

NATIONALS 3RD!!

MI BLACK

(back row: lennis "the smarter ass, filbert "the bird lao da", brandon "the bamboo", me "the guaikia (duh), kian keong "the zi-high bud", junyang "the max", jingyi "the botak" [graudated batch]

front row: melvin "the fellow zugong", hanjie "the stoner face", ziao "the spastic pig", chishun "the CHILAN", ziwei "the chicken". [secondary threes])

MI BLUE
(back row: benny "the tallie", caleb "the lefty", mattew "the zaikia", weicheng "the potential", yanjie "the cutest", dom "the talk crap king".

front row: jit hong "the jits bro", ben "the gundiwang", zuoquan "the disciple", kenneth "the fattest". jit hao "the jits bro", haoqin "the 1k degree")

2007-03-14T18:14:00.000-07:00

MOVED
Wordpress seems to be a better choice..

crazytitans.wordpress.com

2007-03-13T05:43:00.000-07:00

I know I will regret eventually. But sorry Dad, I think I will still be choosing VJC.

Did not sleep well throughout the Prelim One week. Believe it or not. I was mugging very hard (yet producing atrocious result). So I slept from 830- 730 this morning to compansate my sleeping time. I tried to focus to do some physics MCQ but to no avail. I ended up stoning in front of TV just to wait for time to pass before heading for training.

Went training without "hair" for the first time. I felt that I turned white somehow (not as white as ZiWei though). Everyone was saying did I put my lipstick on just because my lipstick is red. Dammit. Stupid ZiWei still say I look like GeiSha (A character inside a movie last time).

So we spend 2 hours doing on one activity. Cool right. Mr Luo Luo say we are going to do it from today until friday's training. Cool. But the time taken to complete must be lesser and lesser. The activity is super tiring. You will suffer from fatigue after you complete the whole drill.

Everything went so wrong at the start of Dui Gong. Luckily, things got better during match play. We won can!! Jingyi, ZiAo, Brandon, Kian Keong, Mooris, Shunji and me. OMG. Unbelievable. We were like kena owned by them during dui gong and beginning of first set. Their team was seriously damn strong. Lennis, Melvin, ZiWei, Junyang, Chishun, Glenn and Hanjie. Training ended with a high note cause we were suaning Ms Chia and Tengwei's Nitrogen joke is damn popular in volleyball team now.

Oya, frog jump and wheelbarrow is damn fun now. We did 5 times for each. I know Mr Luo Luo will say that Presby girls do more than us.

I don't mind having Pasta Mania for dinner again if cash permits.

Our group seems easy but seriously I think something will cropped up. Nevertheless, we will still fight to the very end and achieve our goal!!

Once Nationals is over, it marked the end of my vball career in CH. Omg!! The feeling sucks totally. The feeling of parting is always distasteful espeiclaly when the team bond so well together after overcoming so many obstacles. One more month left!! Let's train hard man!! I want to play in Toa Payoh Sports Hall (I am satsified with 3rd and 4th placing which is held there too).

I kinda worried for C Div. Hope they do well in thier second round. Come On. Have more confidence in yourself. Carpe Diem!!

Go Gong Jiao!!

2007-03-12T01:10:00.000-07:00

2007-03-12T00:27:00.000-07:00

12 03 2007. I waited for this day to come. It is an important day cause I ended my first battle at 2pm this afternoon.

Add Maths was kinda screwed. 5 hours of practice gone down the drain.

Biology was averagely done. I did not study chapter 17 and about 13 marks worth of question came out. I am done. No more distinction for biology.

Looking on the brigther side. I can finally slacken a little.

My 11-4 sleeping policy did not help me during my Prelim. Therefore, I got to abolish it and think of new time table to organise my study time.

Mr Eheng made himself sound ironic. He praised us after our english paper for fighting towards the last minute. However, he scolded us after he marked our script and said we did not put in any effort. WTF!!

Prelim One is over!! L1R5 screwed once again. Thanks to Add Maths and 2 Humans.

Holiday is here!! Woo Hoo. Training, treaining and more trainings.

I think I am getting broke somehow. 200buck saved but pocket burnt. I guess I just gotta be more thrifty in the later part of this week.

Please, let me Aced both my humans although I think I screwed it up. A1 A1 A1 A1 A1 A1 A1 A1 A1 A1 A1 A1 .

2007-03-10T19:49:00.000-08:00

C Div draw is out.
Victoria.
XinMin.
YiShunTown.

Duman.
St Hidas.
Punngol.
Fairfield?

Damn. It is so much easier if C Div was first in their first round. They can still advance to the next round. C Div please do not stop VS's trend of not being able to go in top4. Since your senior beat them, you guys will beat them FLAT as well. I wonder why all VS number 10 are all zzzz.. Prominent figure. Of course they are. Ultra Low Class vballer. Shame on you!!

Add Maths and Biology re-test on Monday. I must still stay focus while others are enjoying their life.

[Edited]
I am just a serious volleyballer. Not Bao-Jin-Tian (the one with cresent on his black forehead). Maybe I spread an intimidating aura on court. Not bad, at least it terrifies my opponents as well. Although my face turned dark, at least not as black as You-Know-Who-He-Is (not from CH). His face is the real funny, dramatic and exaggarating one. Seriously, I tend to lose foucs when looking straight into his face.

Inter-Com coming. It's time to gain more experience and make more money. Woo Hoo.

2007-03-09T19:08:00.000-08:00

Today is definitely not a half day of Catholic High. The rest of my classmates finished their battle against Add Maths and 3 are still battling with BIOLOGY. Good Luck guys.

Prelim One marked the end of all suffering for them. I still have two paper to go. Add Maths Paper Two and Biology to go. I am having MC for today. Not bad, at least I have more time to prepare for Biology. So let's hope that my Biology result this time round can at least not get thrashed by the 3 potential A1-er.

Not only did I skip 2 Prelim One paper, I going to miss training today. It is certainly a sin to miss a training especially this crucial period of time. So I really feel bad about it. Moreover, I am quite attached to volleyball since she is my wife since primary school. I am not that enthu about it, but it had become a form of habit that I acnnot live without. Nevertheless, please train harder for the upcoming matches. We are one step closer to our targets!! We shall rock the court in CCAB with victory and satisfaction..

Mr LuoLuo is happy with our performance ok. He said we know how to play volleyball cause we know how to fight till the end. He will still be happy of us even if we lost yesterday game!! Coolios. That's a good thing. At least we are one of the team that he isn't disappointed in now.

Let's train hard peep! Second round will not be as easy as first round. However, we will still continue to overcome all the hurdles right? Keep the passsion alive!! Continue to pursuit our dreams!!

Winners do not quit.
Quitters do not win.
(ok, I don't think the real one is phrase like that. But hope you guys understand.)

Go C Div!! Afterall, I am still your No 1 fan. Losing and winning is not important. It is about how determined you want to take down the game and how well you want to display your skills on court. Show that the true power in second round. Don't leave your last year in C Division with regrets...

At least if you lose a battle, lose it with pride and satisfaction!!

I think Basketball B Div won the South Zone title yesterday. Tennis got 3rd in B Div competition. Well Done. I believe there's more to come.

Second round draws out. Sembanwang, Fairfield and Bukit Panjang.
We stand a high chance in advancing. Work hard guys!!

2007-03-08T02:45:00.000-08:00

What to say. Walk in with a strange feeling, mind in a total chaos, ear-splitting voice heard. That's the factor leading to screwing up History!! Luckily I did not hand in blank sheet of paper. I tried to write something inside. Hope the information I wrote will not be irrelevant. Yes, first time I am so not confident about history. There goes my A1.

Match was kinda screwed up. Everyone played like shit except the blockers. It should be a 2-0 match, but something just went wrong. 25-16, 23-25, 25-15, we rounded up the game with disappointment overwhelmed joy. But at least we manage to ROAR the prominent figure off and never will I see him again!! But at least we fought, fought all the way with desire to take down the game.

C Div won against Hillgrove but with a horrible score. They are second seed of their group which is a bad bad thing. I got a feeling that XinMin and St Hidas will be in their group for the next round. So Buck Up juniors!!

Add Maths and Biology tommorow. I seriously need more time.

2007-03-07T01:39:00.000-08:00

SO FAR NOT VERY GOOD.

Prelim is kinda screwed for me. 4 more paper left. I think the highest I can obtain is just a B. Shit.

Lousy game against AMK. 25-7 25-13. Wasn't really concentrating due to the 11-4 sleeping policy and the constant chiong-ing in completing the exam. Kinda dissapointed with the performance. Important game against VS tommrow. If we win, we will have a easier game in the next round. So people, let's ROAR them back!!

Junior, please recover from the blow of the last match!! Concentrate and win the match tommorow against Woodgrove.

Chem --> History --> A Maths --> Biology --> Death (over exhaustion)

2007-03-05T02:04:00.000-08:00

Higher Chinese was killer.
Just blame myself for having no talent in Physics, the paper was average but I will still screw it.

Got scolded by Q for wearing ankle sock. But maligned by him for no reason.

Fuck. Maybe I will get suspended. That will be fk-ing "cool" man.

Cabbed down to Presby to spectaculate one match. $3.50 just for the jaded match between Presby and Quessway.

At least, dinner at SUMO House compansate for lost on money and time.

C Div Lost to Duman. ZA, M and B said they played super badly due to anxiety. Crap excuses were given due to the lost.

I thought of consoling them in someway. But ZA, M and B said they were actually unaffected by the lost. Instead of crying or feeling sad, they were laughing and feeling high. What a joke!! Sometimes, I really don't understand what the hell they are thinking. Perharps, they are still a bunch of childish and immature kiddos.

Life's a bitch.

SS pawned me flat. I just need more time.

2007-03-03T04:31:00.000-08:00

Stupid School.

Secondary One to Three have 3 days of E-learning + weekend breaks which compound to be 5 days of "holiday". While they are enjoying their life, I will just have to undergo the suffering of 9 papers. I hate school especially when they put chemistry and history together. Somemore, history is after chemistry paper. Dammit. If I don't get my desired result for history (since chemistry is gone case), I will be swearing at the school.

Training today was quite screwed until the last part. WuZuo, ZiJie and me should have a clean sheet before the mini tournament ended. Although we managed to escape the fate of doing pumping for punishments, we still have to keep the balls. It is the first time that I wrote something that BIG on 20 balls (thanks to ZiAo).

Looks like my SuperHero mission had to be delay once again due to the stupid E-learning.

Gavin ask me if I have confidence to get top 4 this year. My answer is a big No. Don't ask me why. The ball is round. Even Zonal 3rd can beat Zonal Champ. Even the Underdogs beat the Bastards. Seriously, anything can happen. If we are that unlucky, I don't see why 4 Zone Champ cannot be drawn in the same grouping in the second round. It happened 2 years ago.

Please on the switch for me. I don't feel motivated or energised to study for anything.

2007-03-02T06:39:00.000-08:00

English paper tottally suck today. Paper One was completed at a primary school essay writing level. Paper Two was total gone case. There goes my English.. There goes my DSA..

Training was bad (maybe for me). Kinda exhasuted after the long hours of English Paper and Chem Make-up lesson. Plus this and plus that, I seriously think that my form was crap. How are we going to face AMK and VS? They will sure put in their best effort and try to beat us on Wed and Thu respectively. So let's not get affected by anything and everything that will affect us. Focus on the upcming matchs. Let's not leave CH with regrets. At least let our future generation to be proud of the pioneer batch!!

So my tolerance level is counted EXTREMELY HIGH especially towards them. But everyone has a limit and obviously rage had surged up to the temple of my head. Therefore ... ...

Forget it. Let's bygone be bygone.

My SuperHero Plan is not sucessful thanks to the stupid uncle who wants to lock the door. Maybe I shall take some time out of my revision time on Monday for the sake of my beloved citizens.

Yes, I belived I am still consider a good SuperHero. Although I don't shout or scream at them, that doesn't imply that I don't give a damn about them. It is just that I don't think yelling is an appropiate choice. They are still my good citizens afterall. So ZiAo, please take good care of them after the burden is pass to you..

2007-03-01T05:15:00.000-08:00

Tommorow is Englsih Prelim One and I don't feel excited nor anxious about it. Dammit. I feel that I am still living a normal life, not a single motivation to study for the upcoming Prelim. Guess I will screw it up once again and say bye to the DSA.

Won our first match of Nationals against Hwa Chong. Seriously they improve tremendously compared to last year. Although we were quite screwed up today, we still managed to take the game 25-14 25-7 which was relatively a good score. Somehow, everyone seems distracted and affected.

Ang Mo Kio won Victoria 26-24 28-26 (I think). Zaiyou was dam H-O-T today man!! Ang Mo Kio did a very good job so they seriously deserved to win. Not to be bias or anything, I think their opponent was quite a sore loser cause they actually blamed the refree after the match. THAT GUY, the stupid lion-liked , spastic, disgusting, gruesome (too harsh), dark is seriously crap.

Hey friend, "Action speaks louder than word."

Hope we get back our fairfield form or even better when playing against AMK and VS. I guess we should not allow us to slacken down anymore.

All the best B Boys, C Boys!! Carpe Diem!!

Go Cedar. Don't feel disappointed today!! Still got Jurong game. Beat them!! Thrash them!!

2007-02-28T03:43:00.000-08:00

C Boys won the game against AMK. Although it wasn't a good game due to a lot of reasons, it was a good start for their path in the Nationals. So Congrat Junior!!

I am having mixed feelings now. Is it coincidence or predestined? We undergoed the same problem in the past. Now they are having the same problems (more serious) as well. Crap. I think I should be the super hero and save the day for them.

Hwa Chong tommorow. It's time to keep more butts.

Oyeah!! E-learning was fantastic ok. I managed to do finish BIOLOGY before time and I can LEAVE MUCH EARLIER. How cool can it be.. So what's the big different between having one more subject for E-learning. It is still another form of revision for the upcoming Prelim. So what's the big deal if you do not have to do one addition subject..

2 more days in FEB and Tengwei will treat me to dinner..

2007-02-27T06:25:00.000-08:00

It is the first and the last year playing a C Division tournament that is super GRAND. So please don't let your
one years of tough training, torturous punishments and harsh scolding to go down the drain. Thrash AMK for the first match tommorow and of course beat your opponents in the upcoming matches!! Do your best and do your senior and the school proud!! Your seniors will always be supporting you guys!!

Quoted from Mr Pilay "Keep On Going. Don't Stop."

Somehow, I feel that I am blessed after hearing all the troubles that M's team faced. Although we faced problems too, at least we still have the common passion, similar goal!! So Gambettta Guys!! Let's unleash the power and win the upcoming matches!! I do not want to hand in an empty sheet after 4 years of volleyball in CHS..

2007-02-26T18:44:00.000-08:00

-E-learning on Wednesday and Thursday.
-Prelims Paper piling up for us to complete since Prelim One is starting this friday.
-Lots of revision to be done before Prelim One began.
-Enrichment Lessons to be attend for last minute revision and hints.
-First volleyball National's match starts on wednesday for juniors and thursday for us.
- In conclusion, hectic weeks ahead.

-Mr Pilay is going crazy. He wants to hold a enrichment lesson for history at night in the school. Coolios!!
-Satisfied with Geography Elective' Class Test marks.
-Pray hard that paper next week will be managable for both humanities.

-English is pretty screwed up.
-Let's hope I can concentrate for Chinese Paper.
-A pass for english will be enough.

-No E maths this term.
-All hopes on Add Maths.
-Fail Add Maths= No Add Maths in future.

-Physics is hopeless currently.
-Chemistry is managable somehow.
-Biology is the last hope.
-L1R5 depends on Chem and Bio.

Anyway, my dad is super innovative. He put differnet amount of money into different red packet. Then he pasted all the red packets on the wall using bluetack. When visitors come, they will go to the wall and pick one red packet. Something like lucky draw and it is super fun!!

There's some scandal news floating in the air. Seriously, they infiltrated goosebumps down my spine..

2007-02-24T23:47:00.000-08:00

Looks like I got to reconsider my choice of JC now.

Sis regretted going VJC.
Mum discourages me to go VJC.
Dad wants me to go HCI.

But I was the first few who wanted to go VJC to furthur my studies. So if I were to change my target now, I seem damn pang seng.

Dad wants me to go HCI because
1) I take 1 hr to go VJC while I only take 20-30mins to reach HCI.
2) HCI produces more talents compared to VJC.
3) HCI is a tradition school.

I don't want to go HCI because
1) HCI is obviously a mugger school.
2) The campus is so big that I scared I will get lost in there.
3) HCI's vballers (sec branch) are ...

I want to go VJC because
1) At least it is a slacker school among the top JCs.
2) Volleyball in VJC is better than HCI.
3) My sister's Alma-Mater is VJC.

I don't want to go VJC because
1) VJC's vballers come from VS. I totally detest that lion-liked-freaky-ugly-loudass-disgusting guy.
2) Competitive among CHS-ian.
3) For a personal reason.

Don't ask why am I posting this. Cause I am suppose to make my decision once Nationals is over in like one month's time. Eventually, I still have to produce excellent results before I can go to the JC that I longed for.

So I decided to go VJC.. 2 Duman guys went there this year. One Open Spiker and One Blocker (Subset last time). Coolios. Stupid Hector did not go -.-

2007-02-21T00:04:00.000-08:00

I love CNY this year because I did not gamble too much. Therefore, I did not really suffer great loss compared to my dad.
I love CNY this year because I recieve BIG red packet. Therefore, I will have money for shopping spree.
I love CNY this year because I ate lots and lots of good food (especially when it is free).

New Year Eve's eve- South Zone Champ + Yuki Yaki Dinner with vballers and 3 pongers (our No One supporters)!!
New Year's Eve- FreeMacStudentValueMeal + Steamboat for reunion dinner + Rota Prata for supper.
New Year's First Day- 5th Granduncle's cooked dinner + Mac for supper.
New Year's Second Day- Raffles Hotel Hot Chocolate + Raffles Hotel Dim Sum + Japanese Food at Marina Square.
New Year's Third Day- YumCha'sDimSum + FreeMacStudentValueMeal + FreeCarl'sJuniorMeal.
Today-Shark Fin's
Tommorow-Steamboat with vballers and yk at my house!!
Above food stated are FOC except for yuki yaki.

How I wish CNY will always be like this for every year..

Prelim One is coming. I bet I will be crying when I recieve the atrocious results!! Mug Hard!!

Bye Folks..

[edited]
WooHoo. I can't wait for Nationals to be over. I can go DSA-ing soon!!!

2007-02-16T22:31:00.001-08:00

I forget to mention something in yesterday's post. A very very big thank you to my lucky brown ankle sock for giving me luck and determination to complete the battle.

Did I mention that Lennis actually wore ankle sock during the match too? His sock is even lower than everyone of us!! Here's a quote from Lennis, " If want to wear ankle sock, must wear till really ankle lengthed or even lower!!" Cool right? Anyway, he wore it himself, we did not force him or something.

A free mac student value meal to compansate for my transportation fee plus accompany someone to do his last minute shopping. Not bad afterall. But if people think that I spent a lot, you will be shocked by the way he spends his mum's money!!

Time to get lots of Hong Bao again!! I just love Chinese New Year!!

2007-02-16T06:26:00.000-08:00

After 3 long years, we finally did it.

A big thank you to everyone who sacrified their precious time to come down to Yio Chu Kang Sports Hall to view the electrifying Finals.

Thank You Mr Thomas, Mr Tan Jit Hui, Mdm Wong, Ms Chow, Mr Quay, Mr Goh YH, Mr Goh KY, Mr Lee HB etc for coming down!!
Thank You SLB members and the secondary three students who were forced to come!!
Thank You beloved C Division!!
Thank You pongers (most of them)!!
Thank you Chester for coming down late (if not the result might be different)!!
Thank You Kenjie and Hansen together with the Cedar Alumni!!
Thank You Cedar!!
Thank You B Div!!
Thank You Coachies!!
Thank You Teacher-in-charge!!
Thank You for spurring us on!!

(sorry if I miss out anyone..)

2-1. 25-15 24-26 25-15 is the final result. Playing 3 sets is extremely tiring man!!

Anyway, we emerged as the new South Zone B Div champ!! Catholic High is the Double Champ for South Zone!!

Everyone did their best!! I think we earned the title!! Now, we are one more step closer to our final goal!!

Congrat Cedar B Girls for getting Champ too!! Gotta thank me for brining good luck to you girls!!

"Zi-Highing" was effective!! Kian, let's Lian Ai-ing the next time!!

Yuki-Yaki was great!! Zhaoqi and Tengwei have the potential to become conman!!

2007-02-15T05:20:00.000-08:00

Argh!! I don't really look forward to tommorow new year celebration cause LinLaoShi says it is extremely boring. I dread going to school cause there is a difficult maths test waiting for me. But I am motivated cause I am going to battle it out with Fairfield for tommorow' finals. I hope Lady's Luck can be on our side tommorow to break the stupid history of my vball career in secondary school!!

The new South Zone Champ had emerged!! Juniors did a fantastic job man. They won the first set comfortably but lost the second set. However, they fought back and took the third set and became the South Zone Champ. Stress arh!! Tommorow we must win Fairfield to fulfil our target of DZC!!

Anyway, a big thank you to my fellow vballers and half of class 2-9 for cheering for the newly crowned SZ champ.

The feeling of winning SZ Champ must be super duper gofer fantastic. I want to try it tommorow!!

Go Gong Jiao!!

2007-02-14T00:55:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's Day.

As I said before, we embarked on our Learning Journey to Singapore Discovery Centre and SATIF MI. The jounrey was extremely long and tiring (after-effect of yesterday's match plus training). We decided to play pokers card to cure our boreness. Stupid Kian Keong was retarded enough to bang his hand onto the chair which caused excruiating pain his elbow. Actually the whole journey was so "enriching" that I forgot what we did other than talking crap with Tawan, JingYi, Brandon, ChenYang and the teachers.

Singapore Discovery Centre's Hot Chocolate is super nice. Their Brownies is cost $3.80!! Army's food isn't that bad at SATIF!!

C Div:
No matter how many people got banned for some prbi good reason, do continue to play well in tommorow's finals against Fairfield!! Get focus!! Don't be too nervous!! Don't throw my face!! Without full team, you guys still can owns their asses!! Be confident juniors!! Unleashed your power!! Seniors will be supporting you guys!! It is the last chance to play in C Division for most of you, Carpe Diem!! Don't live with regrets like me..

DZC CH!! ZC CG!!

2007-02-13T05:13:00.000-08:00

Won Zhonghua in semi-finals 25-8, 25-10.

Mr Goh says we did well just maybe because C Division played like shit. Not really satisfied with the victory since we can do so much better. At least we thrashed them. During warm-up, ZhongHua thundered so many more balls compared to us. But during match play, it was a completely different story.

C Div gotta buck up man. They won Zhonghua in semi-finals 25-under10, 25-22. WTF!! Shouting made a huge different. C Div do your best on thursday and get the South Zone Champ from Fairfield. Focus on the match!!

Jingjie is as usually pervertic. Just hope he gets off form on friday then it will be easier to snatch the South Zone title from them. I will cry if I were to lose them this time round. Gotta train harder on thursday and
battle it out with Fairfield the next day.

South Zone Double Champ, here we come!!!

Saded. Cedar C Girls got 3rd in South Zone. Thier B Girls make it into the finals. Sian, no more DZC CG, CH.

LEARNING JOURNEY Tmr. Another boirng day..

2007-02-11T04:43:00.000-08:00

Baking cookies is damn fun!!

BEFORE

AFTER

Met Yukang and Wuhong in Entertainment Centre's Mac. Did Year 2000 A Maths TYS Paper One. But I still have a pile of homework to be done. Chemistry Worksheets, A Maths TYS Paper Two, SS Source Based Question and SS conclusion. For the sake of 'O's, Samuel gotta persevere!!

This coming week is gonna be super fun.

Haircheck tommorow.
Semis on tuesday.
Valentine's Day on wednesday.
Learning Journey on wednesday.
Chem 'O's SPA on thursday.
C Div's Finals on thursday.
New Year's Celebration in school on friday.
B Div's Finals on friday.
New Year's Eve on Saturday.

SUNDAY IS THE START OF GETTING HONG BAO!!

P.S. I need them desperately...

Back to homeworking..

2007-02-10T02:22:00.000-08:00

Pei Chun's Volleyball is crap right now. It is the end of Pei Chun's winning streak..

2007-02-09T07:37:00.000-08:00

9.6
100% Pass
100% JC
1 10A1

2006 Sec Four are god-like. Guess what. The highest L1R5 they produced is merely 15. Kudos to them man.

95% History distinction
98% Maths distinction
83% A Maths distinction
79% Chinese distinction
85% Comblined Humans distinction
83% Biology distinction
60% Chemistry distinction
70% Physics distinction
57% English distinction
38% Higher Chinese distinction

Why get such good results? Later Catholic High is dropping into Band 3 for my year once again.

Mr Kristnan is such a good motivator man. I feel the sudden urge of pushing myself.
Just a code from his talk,

"Just keep going. Don't stop."

No matter what setback we faced, hold on and work for a better tommorow.

So it is time to work hard. I don't want to cry on this day one year later. I must do well for 'O's.

Chinese 'O's is out. I felt sad rather than excited about it. I think I am too emo somehow...

2007-02-08T05:09:00.000-08:00

GuangYang had fallen.
25-5, 25-5.
Still playing like shit, when can we reach our peak form?

Although my mind and body were there, I realised I lost something important and valuable. My confidence is no where to be seen. Kinda worried now cause finals is just next week. It is time to try adapting to the change now. Like what JingYi said, we actually can go very far..

I wish I could continue HCL, but I don't want to see LinLaoShi face. I seriously think that he is overboard sometimes. He always has so much things to comment and insult. If he is that good, why not return to CHINA and boost thier economic? Why waste his time in this small town named Singapore? He thinks that guys can't play softball since it is origanally a game for girls. So in other word, he is insulting volleyball since it is suppose to be a woman's sports. WTF!! I bet if he were to say those in front of SS guys, he will get beaten up by them.

However, I just have this feeling that I will obtain a B or even C tommorow. But I don't really care since I got the support from Mummy. I actually told her I really only see the result when I bring back home. But she asked me to tell her immediately after I get it. She says since everything is predestined, what for worry about it. Yea, sometimes I really feel so blessed and lucky..

2007-02-07T05:19:00.000-08:00

Avril Lavinge - Keep Holding On

Valentine Day's coming to town. So 14 Feb is actually a good day to spread the love. But Catholic High School students are supposed to gain the knowledge by attending a learning journey. WTF!! But I heard that we will still be celebrating Valentine Day's on 15 Feb which is my C Div's Finals!! Coolios. Zuoquan and gang are gonna to own Fairfield's ass.

16th Feb is the day. A day Jingjie and I always looked upon to. It is time for us to rock the Yio Chu Kang Sports Hall once again!! Hey bro, let me win one time can? Let me leave Catholic High at least with something to be proud of. (at least not a third silver in South Zone..)

Lonely, on Valentine. Ms L is rather busy on that day yea? She is on the mission to share the love (waste the money) which is a good thing. Wasting money is good on special purposes!! Poor me, 16 and still alone on the Valentine. Nevermind, hope the learning journey can compensate for my misery..

Assembly was super long and dry today. I can't say it is boring cause I had underwent the feeling of presenting a lackluster presentation. But, a skit for Act Three seriously deteriorating every year they come Catholic High.

So Secondary One to three are almost half done with their common test. Hope they do well for it of course. But they did the stupidest and crappiest thing in physics. They skipped 2 vector diagram and 2 graphs which contributes 24 marks out of their 40 marks paper. Powerful right!! Even Ms Wong says the paper was super easy and expected them to do well. But skipping 24 marks question is seriously quite hopless. Pray for a miracle man. Anyway, do anyone know that by drawing just axis and writing a title, you will gain marks too.

Prelim One on week 9. Guess it is clashing with our Nationals. But I don't care. Let's just not find excuses by saying competition will affect our performaces during exam yea? Just hold on. We sacrified and underwent 3 years (9 more months) just for the day that we can throw away all our mugging materials right!! Endure peep!! Then we can suan the present Secondary Three.

I think I am optismistic somehow. I don't really bother what I will be getting on friday. Die then Die loh, right WuHong? I am quite prepared for a B3 since I did not prepare well for Chinese 'O's last yr...

2007-02-06T01:41:00.000-08:00

2 years ago, we thrashed them 25-0, 25-1.
This year, we thrashed them 25-4, 25-5.

Balestier Hill is once again fallen. Although they were easy opponent, we did not play up to standard.

GuangYang on thursday. Semi-final on next tuesday against ZhongHua for both division. But I am still looking forward to the last match of zonal.

I missed 3 chemistry periods since start of seasons. Crap. I still inteneded to use Chemistry as one of my R5. If I were to flunk it, L1R5 will be tian wen shu zi again.

Physics SPA was screwed up. Once again, it is proven that I am a retard in Physics SPA. But at least I managed to finish the paper and find the GRADIENT and stuffs. So I just hope for a miracle for me to pass my Physics SPA.

Electiveo Geography test tommorw. Wonder if I should study for it since most of my classmates could not be bother with the subject.

Melvin claimed that he can pass chemistry common test although he did not study for it -.-. He is stupid enough to answer the SS question using 2007 informations instead of giving 1996 informations. Good Luck dude!!

2007-02-05T05:45:00.001-08:00

Melvin Goh is gonna to get retain. Fuck. Let me tell you what his agenda to prepare himself for tommorow's SS and Chemistry Common Test. So he spend the whole afternoon (probably) READING not memorising SS and he claimed to be lazy so he decided not to study for Chemistry. WTH. Guess what, he gonna go for a DOTA match before he goes to sleep. No wonder his PM states that he confirm failing common test. Cool yea..

Jin Peng told me that they are actually to take PE as one of the 'O's subject. I thought that was like abolished how many years ago and now just because Singapore's sports is showing slight improvement and it bounches back. WTF. PE is gonna take over as one of the humans subject. I really wonder what are they tested on cause I think it will be a waste of time taking PE as a subject. Unless you are really that CMI, if not I believe no one will waste their time "studying" for Physical Education.

Physical Education- maybe government regarded it as an suject long ago by giving the word education behind physical. Crap.

Sec One to Three having Common Test now. Sec Four are having Prelims on Week 9. Time does fly. Soon, 9 more months and I can become free-ed man. Another 2 more years, I will be sent for another battle of intelligence.

Chinese 'O's is coming out on Friday, 9th Feb. Guess I gotta go fang(4) feng(1) zheng(1) with SuLaoShi instead of listening to "enriching" lessons by LinLaoShi. B3, here I come..

2007-02-04T12:54:00.000-08:00

Although I supprt Nathenial, upon looking at the spendid performace by both DiYa and Darren, I feel that Indoor Stadium seems too huge for Nat to handle. True enough, from revival match till now, Daren seriously showed his potential and capibility to earn the title as the Project Superstar 2007. However, I will still hope for a miracle that both Nat and Diya have the chance to release an album.

So for those who missed the electrifying grand final, here's a summary of the program earlier on.

First Stage. ROCK. Obviously it is not the big stone that we can find on mountains. It is the type of music that ususally played with electronic instruments and equipment. Darren sang "Ni Kuai Le Suo Yi Wo Kuai Le" while Diya sang "Get High". Daren got that face and move for Rock genres but Diya did sing well too.
5-0 to Daren

Second Stage. Unplugged. The best of all the five stages for me. So both of them were to sing a song accompanied by two guitarists. Daren sang "Ji Mo De Ji Jie", soothing and comforting. Diya sang "Zhi Fei Ji, my favourtie song by Sandy Lam (I am an old man). I think she did a great redition that recalled my enjoyable childhood (pri sch life). Their duet was "Tian Tian Ye Ye". According to ZhiYang, he says something was missing. However, they did a great job together by presenting it in a lovable manner.
4-1 to Diya

Third Stage. HIP HOP. Daren sang "Wo De Mai Ke Feng". His beatbox and dance move were superb. Diya sang "You Make Me Wanna". I thought Daren will win cause he is naturally more talented in dance move than Diya. However, the result was astonishing.
3-2 to Diya

Fourth Stage. Jazz. Junyang's favourite genres. Laid-back songs seems rather appeasing to me. Darren sang "Sway" and Diya sang "Dreams, A Little Dream Of Me". English song for this stage. Good musics from them.
4-1 to Diya

Last Stage. Own Choice. Daren sang a slow song "Kao Jing". I thought he was murdering himself but it turned out to be quite good. Diya sang "Zheng Fu" but she doesn't seems to attract the attention of the judges.
4-1 to Daren.

There were still guest like Gary Cao who sang "3-7-20-1". Malaysia Project Superstar was brilliant. Vietnam Superstar seems to be acting cute on the stage. Her actions, her smiles were rahter distasteful. Chen Wei Lian sang "Ju Hua Tai". Although my sister dislikes him, she says he sang better than Jay Chou. The other top 22 contestants also perform on stage. I am super stunned by the speed the males contestants took to change to another outfit.

Project Superstar is finally over. Wednesday and thursday night will become boring once again. Can't wait for the next season and Campus Superstar Two.

2007-02-04T12:02:00.000-08:00

Zhi Dui Ni You Gan Jue- Hebe + Fei Lun Hai

Nanyang's the newly crowned West Zone C Girls Champ. They actually beat the under 13 champ. WTF! WTH! ZiAo must be damn happy right now yea.. :)

Common Test next week for secondary one to three. We must laugh at them now if not it is their turn to laugh at us on week 9 where hell begins. 3 more weeks.

I am just being bored.

Gotta hunt for new places that provide great food, that allow noise pollution for us to mug for Prelims.

2007-02-03T19:28:00.000-08:00

CIP today was fun mainly because I was slacking my ass off.
-That Sec1 beng isn't that beng afterall although he fought again.
-WeiCheng still haven't San Gui Jiu Kou me yet.
-Bishan has lots of non-Chinese residents.
-Bishan people don't wake up so early.
-My aunt passed newspapaers to the trackers -.-.
-We collected lots of newspaper.
-I got 5 hours of CIP now.

Lunched at KFC. Chicken Wingers owns big time.

J, B and me went to Bugis to kill time. Luckily we did not enter Bugis Street if not we will get suffocated. Bought a accessory somewhere in Bugis Junction.

Went Paya Lebar to meet B's girl and friend before heading to Quessway where the most retarded thing happened. J bought a nike bag in Limited Edition. B bought a long sleeve after testing 10 different shirts from the same shop. I bought two double-layered shirt. Shopping today was counted accomplished. I wasted 60buck on clothings today!!!

IKEA's hotdog bun is mouth-watering.

Chong Boon team has new recruit.
Chong Boon #11- HanJie- Bai Ka Boon.
Chong Boon #12- Lennis- MaMa Boon.
Chong Boon #13- Junyang- Maxi Boon (he will be named Maxi until he finds a new name).
Oya, our chairman decided to change Chong Boon #2 name. He is now known as C^2 (Sissy) Boon.

Let's get started on homewrok and do well for Prelims. VJC!!!

I felt disappointed sometimes. Maybe I should changed my circle.

2007-02-02T23:14:00.000-08:00

School isnt that interesting anymore. However, training seems to be enjoyable somehow. It is some kind of antidote to release our stress from the long day of school work.

So we have our newest gang in CH. We gathered Shi Xiong Di and formed the newest alliances against the Xin Ren Lei (ZiWei is the chairman) Anyway we are called the Shi Chong Di (I think). So our members are full of crap of course and we all have a trademake pose which is quite obscence except for mine.

Chong Boon No1-JingYi-Dua Nei Boon
(He got big chest. He is the chairman anyway.)

Chong Boon No2-Brandon-AC^3 Boon
(Assitant Chairman cum Cheerleader.)

Chong Boon No3-Benjamin-Janitor Boon
(Besides being the Maria among us, he still got something hiding from you.)

Chong Boon No4-Shunji-Foreign Affairs Boon
(He is half-jap.)

Chong Boon No5-ZiAo-Remembrance and Messing Boon
(He got good memory.)

Chong Boon No6-KianKeong-Lim Eu Boon
(His job is to attract guys.)

Chong Boon No7-ME!!-Slacker Boon
(I am named slacker to make them looked more diligent.)

Chong Boon No8-Glenn-Lee Hak Boon
(In charge of money)

Chong Boon No9-GuanHao-Busty Boon
(He got bigger chest.)

Chong Boon No10-Melvin- PaPa Boon
(He loved to say NI PA PA!!)

So who will win the final battle between Shi Chong Di against Xin Ren Lei. Wait for the next episode yea!!
Anyway, we got some new cheers for the gang!!

(The above story (nicknames) are fictional so don't feel offended yea!!)

There is still tons of jokes during trainings and after trainings. One of them was by Brandon yesterday.

As we all know Filbert's name is Filbert (Feel Bert). So we are going to find a girl named Love Bird. Then she will introduce herself to Filbert by saying I LOVE BERT. Then Filbert will be exuberant. But please take note that girl was just doing some introduction of her name but not loving Filbert. So Filbert is heart broken.

Sorry, want to have a more funnier version, please find Brandon for more information.

I told you training was fun. However, there's some problem troubling me. My old "sickness" is haunting me once again. I just can't focus on my task in volleyball now. When I am assigned to played Open Spiker, my setting seems to be better. But if I am assigned to play setter (like last 2 years), my spiking seems better. Omg!! This is damn irritating somehow. I gotton kick this habit away in order to perform to my fullest potential. I think I am going to just relax and don't push myself that hard to prevent any side effects.

Anyway, Catholic High Vball is haing lots of casualties. Melvin's back is injured. My left wrist is sprained. Andy is limping. Junior Zuoquan has a cut on his palm. Brandon's heart is almost smashed. I got a feeling that there is more to come. So let's start praying now.

Newspaper collection tommorow. Hope it turns out to be good!!

Somehow, he resembles me a lot.

2007-01-31T17:00:00.000-08:00

School's been kinda exhausting, stessful and unfair. I had a sudden lack of motivation to study. Dammit. I almost fall asleep in the lessons we had for the past few days. After the long day, I can't seem to concentrate to complete the mountainous amount of homework. Secondary 4 life's is all about studying and more studying.

However, there's something to be happy about. I am determined to go VJC. Any takers, volleyballers from everywhere?

Off to homework. I must finish the sums that are left for the 1998 papers, 3 stupid changwensuoduan and maybe elective geog ws.

Anyway, assembly seems kinda screwed to me. Argh!! I just can't present english in front of school. I seriously looked so retard!!

2007-01-30T21:40:00.000-08:00

I promised it will be a short update since I am super exhausted.

Played against Quessway Sec. The stupid no 14 grew so fast man. He seems to be growing each time I meet him. Won the match 25-14, 25-17. Although they are not that good in terms of skills, I played like shit. According to Coach Francis, we lost the match. Balesteir Hill and GuangYang up next. Our semis will be a tough one cause I think Clementi Wood (Ex Ghim Moh) is quite strong. Gambetta people!! Let's meet Fairfield in finals and try beating them again!!

It is time to get back some form and brush up my basics cause I feel noobish right now. Pei Chun, here I come!!!

2007-01-27T18:15:00.000-08:00

Mugging Day declared a FAILURE.

Sight-seeing was a complete sucess.

MOS-Burger, new found hobby.

I feel so slackish today but I found out more places to spend some money!!

Sis went for the S.H.E concert for free. Actually I was supposed to go with her since the tickets are from my aunt. But it will be kinda uneasy for me to go out with her. In addition, I don't really like S.H.E so sis went with her friend. I seriously think I should sell the tickets to those S.H.E manic at a low price so I can earn some money. I don't deny I am a money-face.

GuanHao and ZiAo, do be jealous cause I don't think you guys went to S.H.E concert yea? I guess my sis will be cheering at the $128 seatings.

Bro's birthday today. I think it is royston and my p sch classmate birthday too. So HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Anyway, my bro got a nice birthday cake. It is 1.5kg with super duper nice design. Those cakes that have cars(toy car) on top of it and specially decorated by young kids. OMG!! It is damn nice man. I asked my mum to buy that for my birthday cake this year too. It will be damn fun man!! Being a smart guy, I told my mum to just give me money for birthday instead of presents. Shit. I really think I am a money-face now. I feel so insecure without money.

Shall post the pic of the birthday cake up..

2007-01-25T21:28:00.000-08:00

Had a talk with Coach Francis during morning training. I felt a sudden boost of confidence. Just hope I don't lose it before Nationals starts.

Lessons were screwed up. Higher Chinese, Double Chem, Double Biology and Maths. I did not seem to have any concentration while attending the lessons. Biology SPA was the crappiest one. My test tube fall off from the retort stand although I tightened it. My Bunsen burner collapsed and the flame was so cool man -.-.

Afternoon training was even crappier. I realised I haven't recover from the shock I had. Oya, Mr Lee came to "supervise" again.

Anyway, C Div won 25-9, 25-11. Zuoquan thundered one ball man (he kept emphasizing on that-.-). Oya, Kenneth Tay told me that FMS people want to lose to ZhongHua in the first round and faced CHS in semi-final to knock us (C and B Div) out. WTF!!! Anything. But I am sure we will not lose to them again.

Volleyball season started. Homework piling up. Stress haunting me. Test, test and more test around the corner. Prelim One is in less than 6 weeks time.

We are not superman. We need some break too. Why forced us do when we reached our limits?

Double Zone Champ Cat High and Cedar!!!

2007-01-23T21:17:00.000-08:00

Won Chong Boon Secondary 25-6 25-5 (doubled C Div's performace). But still it was a lousy game played. Volleyball matches are seriously getting mroe and more boring with the new rule. Chong Boon's peep got 2 yellow cards just because they rolled the ball across the net -.-. Maybe Mr Goh is right, the real excitement only come on Feb16. Now is just some warm-up matches for us to adapt into competition mood. However the court in CCAB seriously sucks. Fading lines, fan-less hall and bright lights. It is damn frustrating to play in this type of condition.

Seriously, I think we need you sooner or later. Buck up dude!! We are supposed to prove him wrong since he insulted us. GAMBATTE!!

I am damn exhausted now!! Training after match kills. Moreover, there's gym tommorow!!

ATS peep are mad. First is Melvin now is Zuoquan. No matter they get injured so easily.

Gwee HanJie is super pervetic!!!

2007-01-22T22:30:00.000-08:00

MR NG YUKANG WANTS(DEMANDS) ME TO POST HIS JOURNAL ENTRY ON MY BLOG.)
This is his journal entry. So the content he wrote is from his perspective, not mine.
Have fun reading!!!

I had a wonderful night the day before as my cousin just got married and I attended her wedding dinner at Fullerton Hotel. The food there was simply wonderful. The sharks fin, the fried rice, and the roast duck. I also had my first experience of drinking red wine. The taste of the red wine still lingers in my mouth. I wanted a few more cups of it but as I had school the next day, which is today, both my parents did not allow me to drink more than a cup.

When I reached home, it was already 1150pm and I bathe until 1215am before I went to sleep.

The next day is the start of the brand new week. We are supposed to have our English lesson after our physics lesson, but Mrs Yap wasn’t free at that moment, hence we went to take our height and weight. I grew about 1cm to 179cm, and I still weigh around 62kg, which is considered skinny. My wish for the upcoming year is that I can grow fatter so that I’ll look better in more shirts.

After the monotonous day in school, we stayed back in class to kick ball. Our aim is to score goals, when the target was the width of the table. We split into groups of two and started our “match”. We had our classmates looking out for teacher outside the class while we were having fun in class. Soon, it was already 330pm. Most of the classmate left, leaving me with Brandon Phua, Filbert and a few cross country runners in the class to clean up the mess.

We were cleaning up for a few minutes and preparing to go off when Mr Goh Kee Yong came up to the class. Upon looking into our class’s clean state, he decided to pick on other things. He asked us why we weren’t having our self study. We told him we were given the options of whether we want to stay back or not. Of course, we did not choose to have self study. He started the long preach for more than 15 minutes facing just 6 of us. We had no choice but to listen to his speech on how we should study. Of course we know it’s the important year, and we will study, but we also need to relax.

After his long preaching session, he stomped of the class, leaving the 6 of us doing self study until 4 o’clock. It was training time. The C Division Boys were having their own competition while we the B Division Boys had team match. I paired up with Samuel Tsang in doubles and we were anticipating the game with our nemesis doubles, Brandon Ho and Joo Chuen, our junior. The last time we had our match, we won them 3-1. It was really exciting as I did a few stunts saving the “impossible” balls. I stretched and dived and slid. My ankle suffered as a result. Talking back about today’s match, they had better coordination than the last time. However, we were still better. They were leading 2-1 in sets, but we came back and won the forth set. Then it was the deciding set to decide the winner. We won the 1st controversial point with me hitting the ball on the net and it landed at the edge of the table, making it not possible to save. It was a breeze for us. We were leading them with the score of 6-0. It was then my turn to receive Brandon’s service. His service is known to be the best in the Catholic High Team. I made two mistakes in receiving the services. They started to get a few more points and I got panic. Nevertheless, we continued and won the game.

2007-01-22T21:09:00.000-08:00

I think I am sick cause I actually love schoolings this few weeks. Time seems to past super fast compared to the monotonous life during secondary three. But teachers are trying to finish their topics as soon as possible in order to have more revision time for us.

Have height and weight today. I am 178cm, 64kg. Compared to most of my classmates, I seriously feel that I am light. Some scandal news, my class gonna have more and more students joining TAF programm. Don't be shock if you see those impossible ones running on track during recess cause they are heavy.

We were suppose to have self study after school. But only 9 people were left behind so I decided to disturb my juniors at next door. I actually did secondary three new syllabus maths. (they are doing JC topics man)

First match against Chong Boon Sec. Shit. My shoes are in Kenneth Tay's locker!!

Last time I was shocked. Now i am super shocked. I wonder what's up next.

Samuel loves schooling. Samuel is going to do weel for Prelim One to DSA VJC!!

Happy Belated Birthday Jonny!! I bet you loved it!!

I think I am going to do something different. Records of the last journey I have in secondary volleyball career!! And I shall learn how to make keychains using cottons and stuff. Shit. I must start preparing it.

2007-01-20T21:51:00.000-08:00

I completed 1997 A Maths Paper One and read history chapter on Cold War. Now I can finally understand what Mr Kristnan is talking about during lesson time.

I hate going out now cause I will spend a lot of money. Arghh!! I finally got myself a new wallet and spent money on one Ebi Rice Burger meal and one Ebi Burger. Yukang and I were almost chased away from MOS Burger cause we finished our food.

So project superstar "Meet and Greet" session was held in bishan. We were so bored that we joined in the fun of "bathing" under the sun. Darren really have the PK face. Anyway their singles is out now. But I don't think I shall waste money on them. =(

Finally, Yukang and I can escape from the naggings from LinLaoShi for not bringing chinese textbook. Hurray!! But it is damn risky man. I don't even know if I have the chance to continue taking higher chinese after 5th Feb.

Yes, Samuel is broke now and he needs to save more money.

I want to complain now. The stupid schedule is crap. One match per week. Then the whole competition will drag till mid Feb and Nationals will start one week after which will clashed with my Prelim One. Dammit!! I am sure going to flunk Prelim One and say BYEBYE to my DSA. Anyway, C Div final is on 15 feb in CCAB =(. So lao pok man. Although our final is not held in Toa Payoh Sports Hall, at least ours got some class of having it in Yio CHu Kang Sports Hall on 16th feb. And of course, this year is definitely not the year for Fairfield to get double champ again =).

HCL, History, Combined Humans, Biology, A Maths, Chemistry. I think I am going to chiong these subjects for Prelim One in order to not get tian wen shu zi for L1R5..

[Edited]
Everyone is complaing that se2 and sec 3 life are super hiong. Wait till they come sec 4 and they will know what's the true meaning of hiong-ness.

L0l. Samuel is being retarded cause he is going to talk about a boring topic called VOLLEYBALL.

Passion for certain things is hard to find. But once you lost the passion that you once have, the feeling is really disheartening. You will feel like someone who only have a set of skeleton without any muscles helping to function the body. Great analogy right! Nevermind, I believed the passion is still burning within you since you actually talk about the topic. Hang on there!! Maybe there will be a better tommorow that you will not want to miss. Why choose his path? Be yourself and do the right thing. At least you feel won't feel uneasy within your heart because you tried your best in whatever thing you did. Don't compare yourself with others cause the real competitor that can make you improve is yourself. Once you have the desire, the drive to accomplish a certain task, I believe you can soar high up in the sky.

The worst part of playing volleyball is to lose confidence. So you have to find the confidence back by hook or by crook.

The best part of volleyball is not playing it as recreational, but to win the match and bring glory to school.
The feeling - indescribable..

2007-01-19T23:58:00.000-08:00

Yeah!! Got our second jersey after such a long period of time. I think ours is much nicer than basketball's jerseys. Even Mr Chew said our logo and school crest is nice. But theirs were sponsered, ours were paid by ourselves. Nevermind. C Div shall get champ this year and they will get sponsered jerseys too!! Anyway, my jersey number is 7. But I think 7 brings me bad luck since I did not win anything when I wore a no7 jersey. 16 was my primary school jersey number but I think the number is super gayish (too big)!! 11 don't suit me. I think no3 is the best but Glenn took it (from primary school till now). What's matter most is we got new jerseys. =p

4 secondary one potential volleyballers came today. So in total we got only like (4 + 3DSA +1 YuMu) 8 secondary one. Wah!! The numbers decrease over the years. There is one super royston-like secondary one joining volleyball. Omg!! More headache..

Seriously, I think Mattew and Zuoquan are improving super fast. But Kenneth and Benny will be having outside training soon :).

He said something to someone that pissed me off today in school. WTF!! I shall proved him wrong. Let's see who play in Toa Payoh Sports Hall on the final day.

Sec4 life is super stress. Luckily teachers did not kill us during the revision test. Although Lennis claimed that he will get full marks for physics test if he does not commit any careless mistakes, I still think it is quite hard. But both tests are managable I suppose.

Ms Chia treated us dinner. Went home late. Tommorow skipping maths but meeting yukang to mug. Jonathan Tan, remember to find me tommorow!!

2007-01-18T21:23:00.000-08:00

Shit. I got a feeling Nat and Diya will be out today.

School was super duper exhausting. Double Chemistry and Double Biology seriously kill. Higher Chinese was crap. LinLaoShi expect us to get textbook when popular and school bookshop are out of stock. Chemistry Test was even more crap. We sat according to our FULL MARKS SITTING PLAN in the auditorium but MrTanJitHui keep standing behing us. Luckily the test was managable especially with Lennis and Tengwei beside me. But poor Jonathan can't do what he is suppose to do cause Mr Tan was "staring" at him.

C Div first match. Zuoquan told me they played like shit. The score was 25-18, 25-15. They gave away 14points in the first set and 14 points in the second one because of stepping the line while serving and rolling the ball across the net-.-. CCAB seriously suck. The lines is ancient and the lights are dull. And C Div finals is going to be held over there. OMG!!

I have the urge to set some targets if not I think I won't be improving much.

Disciple, double zonal champ ok?

2007-01-17T17:37:00.000-08:00

Gambetta C Div!! Beat Chong Boon Secondary tommorow. Beat fairfield in finals and be the South Zone Champ!! Don't screw up like what you guys did during Mini Cup's first match!!

2007-01-16T21:22:00.000-08:00

The feeling was great to talk to your llf.

School was crap as usual. I am so going to screw my physics SPA. I forget to divide my oscillation by 20 and thus making the answer for my G a 0.02. Yes, far away from the real value of gravity. Luckily it is not counted, if not my Physics 'o's will be having a fantastic F9. I think Mr Thomas is a crap teacher and LinLaoShi is super bhb.

Training was soso. I think I am not prepared for first round of South Zone. I haven't my my mood yet. Dang! First match on on next tuesday against Chong Boon Secondary. Shit. I am going to miss my 'o's physics SPA. I can't skip my chemistry test on thursday. Anyway, C Div playing against Chong Boon Secondary on thursday. Go disciple!! Thrash them upsize down and break my record of 50-1. My disciple is such a failure, he can't teach for nuts.

I think c div and us can beat fairfield. We are breaking their winning spree like what that pradu said.

Pure History vballers are loners. Seriously, like what ZiAo said, it is good to be alone when you are in deep thoughts. But loners + loners + loners = loners ^3. So Melvin, Ziao and I actually make good teammates, good friends and no senior-junior relationship.

After nationals, I think it is time for me to turn into mugger mode. If not my prelims will be having tian wen shu zi!!! And I can't DSA into VJC!!!

Yukang, let's go study again. Saturday Bishan Sunday Toa Payoh?

Tan Yan Jie still owes me a Mos Burger

Tan Jin Sheng lost my stapler.

Project Superstars Top 6 have 4 whose surname is TAN. And I support Natheniel Tan and Tan Diya.

So random....

2007-01-15T17:51:00.000-08:00

Brandon Phua has been pestering me that we should change our parents to lead different lifes. But I am not as stupid as him, I think my parents are one of the greatest couple living in world!! Brandon continue to be jealous.

I am in a super good mood today. Please don't try to ruin it.
-Our Physics Test is postphoned to friday!!
-Jonathan returned me 10buck.
-Brandon Phua returned me4buck.
-Melvin Treated me in Student Lounge.
-School was great today.

After school went to Novena Square. My dad bought Adidas Superstar Two for my bro's 10th Birthday. WTF!! What did my sis and I got for presents when we were 10? I going to get money from my dad as present for Birthday to make it fair. My mum bought a Adidas Sneaker (White and Orange). She wanted to buy brown and purple which is damn disgusting!! To make up 5 items to have 10% discount more, my dad bought a adidas sling bag for my bro, a pink adidas bag for cousin YiTing and a cap for me. Yes, I don't have to bother about spiking my hair. My aunt and Cousin KaiYuan have a tiff over a bag that cousin KaiYuan wanted to buy. WTF!! Argument over a nike bag. In the end, my dad paid for cousin KaiYuan but my aunt was pissed off. Went to Wisma and got my Flesh Imp Jacket. Dammit!! All the nice one don't have size available anymore. But nevermind, my mum paid for it so I should be happy over it.

I must save tons of money and spend it like crazy after 'o's!!

It is good to go out with parents especially when they are shopping!!!

Brandon Ho + Jonathan Tan = Porno Stuff going on.

Yanjie is mad. I bet he does not have the appetitie to accept it!!!

2007-01-14T23:17:00.000-08:00

I feel like a prophet. I actually can predict what Tan Yan Jie wants for Birthday. But it will never happen -.-. Wait long long. How can I burn such a big hole in my pocket. That will be the most ridiculous thing ever.

Met in TP to do homework.
I finished (copying) chemistry chapter 19 and chemistry holiday assignment. I completed 5 physics SPA. Now, I am down with english compre, english reflection, maths ex17.2/3 and chem spa. I seriously don't have the talent or motivation to mug for physics. Therefore, in conclusion, I will flunk tommorow test badly unless miracles happen.

I wasted too much money today thanks to ... Now I must learn to be thrifty.

Yukang was not himself today. He seems to be infected by LinLaoShi boasting aura.

WuHong + Yanjie --> Yukang is mad.
Yanjie + Yukang--> Yanjie will be tortured.
Yukang + Yanjie + Wuhong--> MGS plus L*****
But with me around, everything is neutralised.

Oya, we got a new black jersey for B Boys. But we are still having headache about the font. Anything will do, I am satisfied with a jersey to be wore for match.

I think I am going to meet mum after school if there is no self-study. I want to get a new jacket then I won't spend on anything on myself anymore. -.- But I know this will never happen since Samuel is a greedy man.

L0l. Zaiyou says we are better than XinMin. So we stnad a chance -.-.
Billy setting for XinMin -.-. I am looking forward in meeting XinMin. I must beat that bengster.

2007-01-13T19:03:00.000-08:00

I feel so accomplished today.

Yukang smsed me and told me he retrieved him file from school and was heading to bishan. So I rushed out of house immediately to prevent being late from meeting Yukang. So we went to bishan library to do some homework. Bishan library was quite empty nowadays since EOYs are not around the corners. Did the english vocab exercise for week 2 and half of my physics worksheet with the help of Yukang. Went for lunch then Jingyi came to meet us. Headed to 77th street to change Yukang's birthday present (slippers) and went back to library to do homework again -.-. Saw Ben Oh and Cassey and AK who joined them awhile later. And I was damn proud that I wrote finish my 3 pages essays in 1 hour or so -.-. So slow!! Left library at 4.15pm with Jingyi before going to Town. I got the third generation Medium Crumpler (but I think it is not that nice -.-).

This weekend is torturous. Pile of homework waiting for me to clear.

Jingjie, let's make South Zone final a little bit more exciting yea?

2007-01-11T21:44:00.000-08:00

I enjoyed morning trainings. I dreaded afternoon training. Our faces are always cheerful when Coach Francis coaches us every morning training. It is like a complete contrast to the situation we undergo in the afternoon. Life's simply unfair.

School is alright. Stupid Chester passed me the script before Lin LaoShi came into the class. So in the end, I did a improtu one and crapped my way through. Maths is getting more and more interesting while Elective Geography is still filled with "Jonathan, Jonathan." English is somehow "RA-ted" and I almost slept during Biology lessons.

Training was great especially when they generate all their energy into C Div training. But I pity my dear disciple and his teammates, whole day kena punished for no reasons. However I am proud to have ZuoQuan as disciple man cause he is damn good right now. Whatever, so basically trainings are for us to slack our ass off. But training is ominous for ZiAo cause everyone likes to headshot him. It was damn painful being hit especially hit at the back of the head.

So the start list of South Zone is out. (drums roll)

Too bad find out yourself cause I really think it sucks. I doubt anyone felt happy about this "final decision" cause I was quite pissed off.

What's the use of putting two liberos when a competition only allows ONE.

What's the use of not having reserve blocker in the team? If Bert or Lennis get injured, let's see who's the laughing stock. Perharps it is time that Shunji can fulfilled his dream as a reserve blocker -.-.

LUO told Melvin he might not be in the main 6 -.-. O please, this is a biggest joke I ever heard. Come on man. Melvin was also a Combined School player and the best Sec3 this year and yet you want to benched him. I can't play proper volleyball without the presence of Melvin. My back will feel super empty. If Melvin not in main 6, I rather hammer myself. What's the use of playing volleyball when the ONLY one I can trust in volleyball skills is not beside me? Bullshit. Without him, our first ball will be decreased by 25%, our attack will be decreased by 50% and our overall performance will be decreased by 14%. To be frank, I looked down on everyone except Melvin.

As I was saying, how the team can function without a reserve blocker. Yes, not putting BP in just because his attitude sucks big time. If you judge according to attitude, I think Melvin and I will be elimainated long long ago. If you judge according to skills, I don't seem why he is not in the team. Not siding anyone, but BP proved his capabilities again and again, didn't him. If you judge according to attendence, I will be laughing my ass off. BP missed two holidays training (except for Korea Trip) because he is having BBQ session with his Buddhist Soceity thingy. Although they might not say it out, we have eyes to see that they are not convinced at all about whether it is the fact or not. Don't you think is a little bit unfair cause it is so obvious that other people also give bullshit reason to not attend training. Teachers seem to be all of the same kind. Just because student treat you better and you will take "good care" of the student. WTF!!

Please Shunji San, don't be guilty cause at least you are commited and everyone has eyes to see it.

ALL HAIL CH SEP!!

SACK ME AND RELEASE ME FROM THE HELL-LIKED LIFE.

2007-01-10T22:04:00.000-08:00

[EDITED]
HALLMARKThe CH gentleman is a gracious lad,

responsible in what we say and do.

Respectful to everyone we meet,

we greet everyone with a smile and a bow.

We dress very smartly and we play fair,

we perservere from the start to the end.

We produce work of high quality,

yes we are the CH gentleman.

Yes, please luagh out loud for the fantastic and innovative way that Catholic High had think of to improve the school spirit. We are suppose to sing this stupid song and had dance steps for it. A NCC Song with dance steps, cool eh.. Anyway met up with the vballers in my class to figure out what sai can we do for the Hallmark when Jonathan Tan was kaobei-ing me for no reasons. The whole dicussion was dam fucked up. First people give some PERSONAL (important to them) reasons so they could not attend. Other people who got some heart (forced to come) simply just sit them and relax without contributing a single thing. Sec Two are a bunch of slackers. Even my astro boy and disciple slacked their ass off. WTF!! At least Sec3 bothers to do something productive. But Sec4 are simply rubbbish. Right Lennis? Although my juniors suck, I will still miss them like shit when I leave Catholic High especially the forever acting cute Melvin.

Went for some stupid house meeting for assembly session today. Esther Ding was the house mistress and Julian Teo was the assitant house matser. Ms Chow stepped down. LEO is an ASS by making me the cheerleader. I can't bloody shout still ask me be cheerleader. NOEL will pawn the sports day and cross-country as usual. Anyway X-country is on 23rd Feb at Bishan Park, Sports Day is on 23rd Mar in School. Double Sianness. But painting myself yellow seems fun.

Sec4 life's is hectic. I am super duper exhausted with the pile of homework pressing on my shoulders. I wonder how others have the motivation to study 24/7. I will die straight if I was forced to do that. It is like a total lost of freedom and a life full of remedials and homework. Stress arh. If I continue to slack and screwed Prelim One, I don't even need to DSA into VJC. But I think Poly suits me better cause it is much slacker. But JC's orientation seems fun. Nevermind, 10 more months and all the sufferings are gone. I can clown as much as I want and maybe waste money if I have cash at that point of time.

FUCK. I lost sharepoint password

2007-01-09T21:07:00.000-08:00

Shit. Sudden lost of inspiration.

School was good today. Mr Ong motivated me in mugging for physics. But Lin Lao Shi made me dread to go for his lessons. He is always boasting that how good his mandrin standard is and how powerful China is compared to Singapore. I think I will pass Maths Test with the help of Tengwei's proving identity and Aaron's question 3. But I did not attempt 2c, 5a and 7c. And I made careless mistakes for differiation. I think Mr Pilay's lesson is as boring as other history lesson cause TengWei and I were talking throughout his lesson.

Anyway, Sec2s are finally back from the torturous camp. BuddyBen looked as though he did not sleep for days. ChuaYJ got a astro boy haircut. Kenneth Tay's nail was cut off by LUO just to stop the blood from flowing. ZuoQuan jumped high. So random. So crap.

We won our friendly against Ang Mo Kio Sec. But we played like shit. And the refree is super Kayu. Plus I think I jump low today.

In order to produce some products for Hall Mark presentation, we shall be nice and try to come out with something tommorow. But we need a SINGER!!!

I am getting medium crumpler. No more LARGE cause seriously it is damn big!! I must save up more money to cover up my huge expenses today.

Be jealous C Div. Ms Chia is treating us on friday!!

2007-01-08T06:58:00.000-08:00

I guess I am sick and tired of long post.

School was alright today. At least I did not manage to fall asleep. And that's a good thing.

Actually all the teachers that suffered the fate of teaching us are counted as good (fantastic and everything nice). Whatever. I just felt motivated and energetic about english somehow after the super duper loud speech by Mrs Yap. I even did the most stupid thing like asking my mum to order reader's digest and reading the short story of gifts. Yes. I am mad. If Samuel touches english, pigs will fly. Therefore, you can see ZiAo flying tommorow.

Gosh. I haven't even started revising maths test tommorow. I bet I gonna fail it badly and just join the maths remedial group that everyone wanted to join. Who cares. I have 5 more hours to "mug" maths cause I am watching anime today to like 12mn. Nevermind.

Berty got his new striking red NIKE bag to go along with his old red nike shoe bag. Coolios. I am so jealous right now. It is like the whole street getting NIKE bags and Stupid Samuel intended to get a large or medium crumpler when he owns a small crumpler. Samuel is screwed somehow.

Anyway, Kangster let's go study on weekends cause I bet I am going to rot myself at home so we should do something more productive by studying.

It doesn't seems as short as I expected. Arghh.

Oya and Mr Quey wasted our time. Sec4 was made to stay behind for haircheck and our class was supposingly to be the last class. So we waited and waited and he says that we are lucky cause he is not going to check our hair but GYH will do the job. F it lah. There will be so worse lah.

2007-01-07T12:47:00.000-08:00

Seriously, I am proud of my chinese working speed. I actually did 1 YiLunWen and 1 YingYongWen yesterday night while watching underworld and 1 YiLunWen and 1YingYongWen this morning. Therefore, I completed my chinese holiday assignment. Since I did my 2 english essays, 2 DWIT questions and some physics question, I am left with A Maths 19.1!! Yeahness.

I dread to be a mugger. The feeling sucks totally. What to do. I realise I know nuts about chemistry now when I think there is a chemistry test tommorow. I think I am clueless about A and E Maths when the test is confirmed on tuesday. I feel that I am totally not prepare to take my prelim 1 which is on 2nd Match. So in conclusion, Samuel is screwed, real screwed. People had been mugging so hard even before school starts. Samuel just sat in front of his computer and television and wait for time to pass. He only did his homework at the last 10 days of school. Arghh.. So ASS. Life's so screwed.

I have the sudden urge to waste money again. I am going to buy my sec4 social studies textbook tommorow since SS is tommorw.

2007-01-06T16:21:00.000-08:00

Ahh!! My bro woke me up at 830am. I wanted to sleep past 10 but owell.. Makan and watched Tokyo Drift (my bro just" snatched" the living room's television from me.

Went to change and headed to school to get my "beloved" chemistry textbook for mugging purpose.

Chiong-ed to bank and the queue was super duper gofer long. I will never go to bank on weekends. I was so delighted after queueing up for 20minuutes when the light flashed and guided me to counter 7. Asked the lady to update my account and to my utmost surprise, the stupid VAS haven't give me my pay. My dad asked me to get my own ATM card alone, then that lady said I am underage cause my birthday is not over yet!! Ultimate sianess man!! Waste my damn trip there.

Went to Comic Collection to kill time. I want to get the whole collection of Death Note Comic. Let's do simple calculation now. 5 buck for each comic so I gotta use 60buck to get the current full set. Save Money!!!

Those whitely girls koped my place man. I stoned in the food court to wait for JingYi to come. The Jap Stall auntie still can't believe I am still attending secondary school. I bought my chawan koshi for 50cent ok.

Since Man Studio sells almost the same things as Natural Project. We decided to get our(my) stuffs in j8 instead of the new building in Ang Mo Kio.

Mum is such a nice person lately. Dad is another kind soul. Suddenly they allow me to spend so much money.
They actually asked me if I want to change a phone man!! But I feel bad cause it will be damn unfair to Sis. I think they are spuring me up in prepare of my prelims and the LAST BATTLE.Nevermind, I want to get a sony ericsson phone.

W850i better or K800i better?? Any comments?

Stupid school. First week so much homework piling up.

Since time is pressing me so hard. I decided to get tution for Maths, A Maths, Physics and Chemistry after Nationals is over.

I shall soon come out with a timetable for my mugging time. But seriously, I hate being a super mugger man!! The feeling sucks. When you think you prepared a lot for an exam, but you just screw it up, I will feel damn depressed. The higher I hope, the more disappointment is awaiting me. Sad, but for the sake of not wanting to DSA (I mean at least a raw score of 10 and below), I must persevere!!!

History-A1
ComHumans-A1
Biology-A1
AMaths-A1

I think I am satisfied with 4 A1. Give me an A2 for Chinese just to let me contiune to study HCL. Then, give me an A2 again for me to use HCL as first language. I just want to get at least a B4 for Physics, Chemistry and EMaths for 'O's. I just hope to get C5 for English.

I don't mind having more ACES.

2007-01-05T23:26:00.000-08:00

Barney's Song Re-Lyrics

I hate him,

He hates me.

We're best enemies like enemies should be.

With a great dagger stare,

and a bo-cha attitude to him.

Won't you say he hates me too.

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Yes, life's so meaningless right now. I am so affected easily by almost everything.

I know he hates me deep down but he just could not say it out. It had been 7 months since the day he came. Seriously, this 7 months had been the worst period of time for my vball career. I admit I (We) dislike ZiPing especailly for his cocky face and stuffs. I tried to stay neutral with LUO but in the end, it just turned out to be something negative. He is trying to protect his favourites. He once says to BP about he getting afraid BP will escape from matches and forbid him to be in the team just because he went down to kick soccer when LUo purposely did not allow him to play. What about now? What is his attitude towards others? A complete big change. He thinks that we did not attend training because we did it purposely. But for other people like *********** and ********** (please don't bother to guess since the stars don't represent their names), he will just give crappy reasons. It is like so OMFG!!! Life's so unfair.

But something to be happy of, I feel that I am closer to BP, Berty, Lennis, Melvin, JingYi and ZiAo. At least we won't hide any sercets within ourselves. We get together and try to think of solution to the problems. At least talking to them about the unfair treatments (not me being treated badly) make me feeling much better.

If he is really going to put people in like **************** and ****************, I will just lend him a pen and a ruler to strike off my name.

He thinks that ZiWei's training attitude sucks just because he left early when his mum forced him to go home. Hello, think about people (your favourites of course) who left training early with even more crappy reasons. Did you question them?

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Anyway, there's lots of homework to be done for the very first week of school. Life's suck especially as a sec4 student.

HALLMARK HALLMARK HALLMARK HALLMARK HALLMARK HALLMARK HALLMARK HALLMARK

2007-01-04T21:47:00.000-08:00

~~Hope~~

He lay there alone, drifting apart from the reality world.

Confusion and lost gusted across his mind.

He feels like a dead person right now.

What is the true definition of life to him when

the burning passion is disminishing,

the dream is shattering and

the goals is destroying.

He is so empty within his heart,

trying to seek for a place without worries and unpleased.

His passion and mental strength to strive on had vanished.

He sank into the bottom of the deep blue sea,

not even a minimun chance of recovering.

He felt dejected, shattered into pieces.

He is giving up, not a single will to hold on.

Irresponsible?

Inconsiderate?

Who's cares.

You just can't allow him to oppose his will.

He chose to leave. escape to a faraway land.

Enough of glories and achievements,

so what does another trophy mean to him?

Today is just not my day. However, I still enjoy Biology a lot. Ms Saras is still a damn nice teacher. I still love morning training. I still like recess time with vballers. But good things never last...

Happy Bdae to You,

Happy Bdae to You.

Happy Bdae to You-uu,

Happy Birthday to You.

Happy Birthday Lao Da Berty!!