I have a weak mind. What if I tell you I am interested in going HCI. I think the whole world will just kill me. My parents want me to go HC. Gavin and ZiJie encourage me to go HC. Luo Jiao Lian asked me before why I don't wanna go HC. Lennis also ask me to consider HC. More people want me to go HC than TJ. But TJ is going to be a strong team for the next two year cause Alvin and Janar are going. Although HC also have Bukit Panjang's guys, at least the competition is not tense in TJ. I want to play and earn my medal myself.

ARGHHH!! Life sucks!! Now even Murphy wants me to try for AJ to be setter. Swiss still thinks that I will be going to VJ. If I continue to be undecisive, I might end up in a poly.
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Training is getting more and more competitive. Everyone is trying their best to outshine the rest. Maybe I am just not used to it. I don't really care if I am selected or not. I only care if I can perform to my standard. I will still accepet the very fact that there are people better than me. Therefore, I won't get too affected even if I don't make it there. Everyone has the same hunger to play for Singapore. If I cannot fulfill my wish, at least there are people to fulfil it.

Come on. It is part and puzzles of our lives to allow others to overtake you. Don't let emotions overwhelmed you. You won't get far. Have some confidence in yourself dude!!
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