End of season. I guess I am too committed into this sport that I don't feel like a guy who is actually taking 'O's level this year. Training sucks right now. Especially when you have to go for various training for consecutive days. I am not a superman afterall. I guess I will have to drop between the two. If not my june holidays will not be a holiday/ mugging days for me anymore.

Maybe it is just me being paranoid. I am afraid that the moment I perform badly, my name will just be striked off. No VJ, No CS. The feeling sucks totally.

Training back at your home ground is so much better. Less stress, more work. At least everyone knows your standard, you don't have to outwit, ourlast, outplay with others. Moreover, the people left are your juniors who obviously don't affect you currently. I made my life sound like playing "Survivors".

Sometimes, it is true.

Perharps this is call retribution. You can't always be at your peak form. You can't be the best in every places cause there will always be someone better than you.

Volleyball is getting more and more detestable. All I need is a break?

Serve you right, Samuel!!

I learnt my lessons.

I guess it is not about glory and honour right now. It is a matter of whether me enjoying the sports now. Moreover, the feeling of travelling to XinMin alone is definitely distasteful.
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I hope I won't be suffering from Monday's blues tommorow. I don't mind sleeping in class since tommorow is a boring day. Let's pray for Mrs Yap to release us earlier to end the torment.

At least, there is something to make me feel happy. We are going to clown at Seoul Garden tommorow. Yeah!! My "project" is going to start tommorow!!
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Gonna miss VJ vs TJ match. I hope VJ will win and qualify for next round as Zheng Meng. Then beat their opponent in the semi-final and advances into the Final with NYJC. Once they reach the final, once volleyball becomes their niche sports, isn't it easier for us to get in?

I think Zaiyou, Brandon together with me are mad. We were actually thinking of our two-years plan in VJVB for quite some times. So I guess we are pretty determined to get into VJ now. To ensure that nothing goes wrong, and all of us can get in safely, we need more spots. We are not day-dreaming, we are planning for our future.
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