I hate him,

He hates me.

We're best enemies like enemies should be.

With a great dagger stare,

and a bo-cha attitude to him.

Won't you say he hates me too.

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Yes, life's so meaningless right now. I am so affected easily by almost everything.

I know he hates me deep down but he just could not say it out. It had been 7 months since the day he came. Seriously, this 7 months had been the worst period of time for my vball career. I admit I (We) dislike ZiPing especailly for his cocky face and stuffs. I tried to stay neutral with LUO but in the end, it just turned out to be something negative. He is trying to protect his favourites. He once says to BP about he getting afraid BP will escape from matches and forbid him to be in the team just because he went down to kick soccer when LUo purposely did not allow him to play. What about now? What is his attitude towards others? A complete big change. He thinks that we did not attend training because we did it purposely. But for other people like *********** and ********** (please don't bother to guess since the stars don't represent their names), he will just give crappy reasons. It is like so OMFG!!! Life's so unfair.

But something to be happy of, I feel that I am closer to BP, Berty, Lennis, Melvin, JingYi and ZiAo. At least we won't hide any sercets within ourselves. We get together and try to think of solution to the problems. At least talking to them about the unfair treatments (not me being treated badly) make me feeling much better.

If he is really going to put people in like **************** and ****************, I will just lend him a pen and a ruler to strike off my name.

He thinks that ZiWei's training attitude sucks just because he left early when his mum forced him to go home. Hello, think about people (your favourites of course) who left training early with even more crappy reasons. Did you question them?

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Anyway, there's lots of homework to be done for the very first week of school. Life's suck especially as a sec4 student.

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